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I think I just saw more of a clip than that because. That that is better one, because I don't know how I got on this radical panel.

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And two, because I get to go before, wherever and to, you know, that would have been a difficult act to follow.

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And so I will proceed, let my ten minutes not start yet.

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I want to take you on a journey of life of resistance.

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Could you please stand for me real quickly? Real quickly.

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Don't be resistant. And I know you just finished lunch, but could you hold your breath for me so long as you can?

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And resist the urge to breathe. Anybody struggling in.

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If you're struggling to sit down and say, oh, there are some fighters less true warriors, oh yeah, smile, good laugh.

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We come from good family, good, strong structure.

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That's Keita's father to me.

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So what did that feel like having difficulty resisting the urge to breathe?

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That is what it's like for me in this country,

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and that is what it's like for me as I live a life of resistance, as I resist being choked out of my life.

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In various sectors of this community, I often say that I carry several bull's eye bull's eyes.

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Over my buddy. I'm going to share some with you today.

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I'm resisting today.

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When I was growing up and I started to become active in my various genres, most insisted that I wear a dress whenever I appeared before the public.

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When I was last year, radical many years ago.

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I would acquiesce and wear a dress. Obviously, I changed and I said the first place, I'm going to resist being choked out.

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And the first place I'm going to breathe and the first place I'm going to resist is in my own house, in my own body and in my own attire.

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And so now I wear the clothes of a resistor.

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I think I look good in a bow tie. And we're not even going to talk about these sharp shoes I have.

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And we're not even going to talk about this jacket that my wife picked don't.

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See the collapse or less when I said that. Because that's another area in which I wear a bull's eye.

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I resist the notion that I cannot be true to my reality.

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I resist the notion that I cannot marry in my country.

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Resistance today looks like standing up. Time and time again against an injustice when you are an equal taxpayer and

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should have access to the equal services of the government in this country,

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and I will resist and I will resist until we as a country get it right.

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And it may be long. But Dr. Hudson is an example that persistency will pay your love will always win as a black woman in this country.

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I insist. I was just against the notion that we're not good enough to travel in the same circles as others.

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I resist the idea that we have to straighten our here, though it's your choice.

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Well, we have arrived at a time where we can wear our hair as we wish.

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The Afro is powerful these days. I tried it.

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It didn't go well for me. And so I was determined to resist the idea that I had to have here at all.

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And I wear my bald head with pride and the knowledge that I will resist the idea of anyone who says to me, Why don't you grow here as women should do?

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I resist the idea that as a black union is.

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I must be silent when I see injustice for the workers of this country.

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And I resist the idea that if I must get pepper sprayed.

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That I must be sprayed and go away and be silent. It will not happen.

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And if we have to resist in the streets around the parliament and we're again for the workers of this country,

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I will be as I always am on the front row resisting.

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And the reason why we resist is not only for the injustices that we are still suffering today,

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but to make a pathway and build a bridge for our children who are coming behind us.

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Who I realised after last night having a lovely conversation with some young people.

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That I must get to be building that bridge at every turn because they're coming and they are less silent.

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Thank the Lord, then we are.

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And so as I go about my life, see, this is why I talk to these young people last night because I know my time must be near,

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but I haven't got one flash card, but I'm not even going to notice it.

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I haven't seen a card. These are the two I talked to.

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See, they didn't even give they were asked this much time. I'm only on six minutes.

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Well done, well done. Four more minutes to go. So let me tell you how my life goes on a daily basis.

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On a daily basis,

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I have to walk around this country and decide on which North Star I'm going to breathe out of so that I can operate in a safe environment.

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And sometimes I must hold my breath for a little while as a black woman and say all is good for us in this country.

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Well, we know it isn't true. We know it is difficult being a single black mother in this country.

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And have these same expectations for our children than anybody else's.

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Because some people say you should not have had that many children or you should have got married before you had two children, or you should.

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And you should of and you should have. And I say to all the single black mothers out there, racist.

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Resist and live your truth for your children.

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And resist the urge to be interrupted. Resist the urge to not be proud of your truth.

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It's been a long struggle. And it was a struggle because sometimes the resistance.

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Comes from within your own family. Within your own race, within your own environments and your friends who say, if only you can turn it down a bit.

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And I'm here to say that resistance in 2018 looks like breathing freely and say I will not compromise.

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I will not acquiesce and I will not go back in the closet for you or anyone else.

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And I will resist and I will resist and I will resist until resistance becomes a thing of the past.