1 00:00:08,640 --> 00:00:16,570 Good morning. Many thanks for joining this in conversation event with the eminent Australian composer and Boyd and his very kind of giving 2 00:00:16,570 --> 00:00:22,500 her time to discussing her life and music and head of a performance of her string quartette no to play on the water, 3 00:00:22,500 --> 00:00:27,720 which we performed later this year by The Kreutzer Quartette, along alongside a network of my own. 4 00:00:27,720 --> 00:00:33,850 As part of the Humanises cultural programme funded project Pixilate to the River. 5 00:00:33,850 --> 00:00:39,340 So a bit about and Boyd, Professor Boyd is one of Australia's most distinguished composers and music educators. 6 00:00:39,340 --> 00:00:43,030 Her undergraduate studies when the Department of Music at the University of Sydney, 7 00:00:43,030 --> 00:00:47,630 where Peter Sculthorpe was her earliest and most influential composition teacher. 8 00:00:47,630 --> 00:00:51,500 The award of a Commonwealth scholarship enabled her to undertake a P.H. Dean composition at 9 00:00:51,500 --> 00:00:57,440 the University of Utah were her supervisors were Wilfred Mathers and Bennett brands in 1990. 10 00:00:57,440 --> 00:01:03,280 What became the first Australian and the first woman to be appointed professor of music at the University of Sydney? 11 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:11,090 Before this, she was the foundation head of Department of Music at the University of Hong Kong and taught at the University of Sussex. 12 00:01:11,090 --> 00:01:14,370 The hallmarks of her musical star style are its transparency, 13 00:01:14,370 --> 00:01:22,120 gentleness and delicacy attributes which reflect her long involvement with Asian traditions, especially those of Japan and Indonesia. 14 00:01:22,120 --> 00:01:24,400 To sow the seeds of her music, 15 00:01:24,400 --> 00:01:33,040 our meditations on a Chinese character and crossing a bridge of dreams for support was honoured with an AM and an Order of Australia in 1996, 16 00:01:33,040 --> 00:01:36,320 an honorary doctorate from the University of York in 2003. 17 00:01:36,320 --> 00:01:41,170 The Distinguished Service Services to Australian Music Award at the APRA AMC Classical Music 18 00:01:41,170 --> 00:01:49,010 Awards in 2005 and the 2014 Sauterne at HIND'S Award for Services to Music in Australia. 19 00:01:49,010 --> 00:04:03,070 So as a means of introduction to ends means, if I felt we might listen to an excerpt from her choral piece as I crossed a Bridge of Dreams. 20 00:04:03,070 --> 00:04:10,420 So just as a jumping off point, I just want to pick up one of the things that was in your biography, 21 00:04:10,420 --> 00:04:21,370 and that is one of the most defining features of your music throughout your whole career, and that is your connexion with Asian culture in the music. 22 00:04:21,370 --> 00:04:29,110 And I'm just wondering if you could maybe speak a bit about how you first came into contact with these Asian influences 23 00:04:29,110 --> 00:04:38,460 and how they started creeping into your work and subsequently becoming one of the one of the defining features of its. 24 00:04:38,460 --> 00:04:51,090 Thanks, Thomas. Yeah, it was. I've always thought of Australia as Australasia, situated as it is geographically much closer to Asia than to Europe. 25 00:04:51,090 --> 00:04:58,620 And in a way, that influence had the gun in my life much before I was conscious of it. 26 00:04:58,620 --> 00:05:10,830 As a small child, I grew up on a remote, very large outback sheep station and one of the one of the features of the area in 27 00:05:10,830 --> 00:05:18,450 which I played as a child down down a mostly dry creek bed was an old Chinese garden. 28 00:05:18,450 --> 00:05:25,590 There was an old stone wall Chinese garden in which vegetables, which were probably autumn 30 or 40 years. 29 00:05:25,590 --> 00:05:30,190 Why I was just self seeded grew and my cousin and I was the same age. 30 00:05:30,190 --> 00:05:35,660 I used to had some wonderful, imaginative play, playful adventures around that garden. 31 00:05:35,660 --> 00:05:43,300 So right away, long before I became conscious of Asia as a possible source of musical inspiration, 32 00:05:43,300 --> 00:05:54,590 there was that day because of the connexion between the Chinese immigration in Australia and, of course, Australia itself in its two vesicle location. 33 00:05:54,590 --> 00:05:57,630 So history and geography coming together with my own childhood. 34 00:05:57,630 --> 00:06:10,230 And then when I went to the University of Sydney, I hadn't I hadn't had a really strong cultural experience of Europe in any sense. 35 00:06:10,230 --> 00:06:14,910 News, even musically, of course, a lot of the music I played was of European origin. 36 00:06:14,910 --> 00:06:21,210 But it's the Australian thing was much stronger, the impact of landscape. 37 00:06:21,210 --> 00:06:31,650 And when I went to university and my lessons began with Peter Sculthorpe, who was a very close lifelong friend and mentor and teacher, 38 00:06:31,650 --> 00:06:38,820 he encouraged us to look to Australia as a source and Rasiah as a source of inspiration rather than to Europe. 39 00:06:38,820 --> 00:06:44,820 And that kind of culture was actually broke out in Sydney at that time between the modernists who avowed 40 00:06:44,820 --> 00:06:54,330 European characteristics and influence as being more international and in a way almost more objective, 41 00:06:54,330 --> 00:07:02,270 more befitting modernist ideals. And Peter, who said, no, no, no, no, no, we should be talking to these wonderful ancient cultures, 42 00:07:02,270 --> 00:07:05,350 the civilisations of Asia, as a source of inspiration. 43 00:07:05,350 --> 00:07:14,910 It was really through Peter's teaching that I started to investigate in a serious sense, the old traditions of Asian cultures, particularly of Japan. 44 00:07:14,910 --> 00:07:25,020 And it was because I was a flute player and a melodist, not a humanist, because I've never really had much piano study. 45 00:07:25,020 --> 00:07:30,690 So I thought about music as melody, as sound versus tambourines and the sort of sounds I'm in. 46 00:07:30,690 --> 00:07:40,380 But my teachers writing about this just the other day, my flute teacher put an enormous influence on producing a beautiful sound, a beautiful sound. 47 00:07:40,380 --> 00:07:49,290 So we would spend hours playing single notes and trying to make them into the most wonderful coloured sounds that one could produce. 48 00:07:49,290 --> 00:07:59,340 So I was naturally set up, but I heard they took to absorb the temporal aspects of Asian music because that is more important in Asian culture, 49 00:07:59,340 --> 00:08:09,120 particularly in in repertory style. The traditional Jeckle Archie Japanese bamboo flute Temba is more important than probably anything else. 50 00:08:09,120 --> 00:08:14,490 So so that I was just a just naturally it was a natural marriage. 51 00:08:14,490 --> 00:08:18,240 But like with my own musical notes, I just then sort of slipped into it. 52 00:08:18,240 --> 00:08:25,110 And then when I first heard Japanese Gunga Koo, which is a court orchestra of Japan, 53 00:08:25,110 --> 00:08:31,080 I thought, wow, this is the actually the music of the outback landscape of Australia. 54 00:08:31,080 --> 00:08:43,680 And no other music I'd ever heard befitted that kind of vastness and austerity and vibrancy and spiritual strengths 55 00:08:43,680 --> 00:08:51,480 of landscape in the way this strange or strangely curious music that I've hearing from such an ancient culture. 56 00:08:51,480 --> 00:08:53,880 Much more so. I mean, I love mediaeval European music, too, 57 00:08:53,880 --> 00:09:01,180 but it didn't have anything like the same relevance because there was no white civilisation, so to speak. 58 00:09:01,180 --> 00:09:05,200 We connected to. And I suppose that that that's very interesting. 59 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:11,890 EAA talk about the Asian influences representing your surroundings and your place at the time. 60 00:09:11,890 --> 00:09:23,160 And it must have been very interesting then going from Australia to the UK to deal at York and spend time then subsequently as a lecturer at Sussex. 61 00:09:23,160 --> 00:09:28,400 And how did did you bring that sort of. 62 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:36,710 Timbrell philosophy with you in the annual studies and the music you were writing in the U.K., or was there some sort of shift, 63 00:09:36,710 --> 00:09:43,530 again as a result of your surroundings and the place that that gave you a different source of direction? 64 00:09:43,530 --> 00:09:49,960 Yes, yes. Inevitably, inevitably, there was a shift and it was the first year I was at New York. 65 00:09:49,960 --> 00:09:56,150 And I was so in such a degree of culture shock, I could hardly write it all out. 66 00:09:56,150 --> 00:10:02,240 And I mean, I was my antennae were sort of going in all directions and then being stifled 67 00:10:02,240 --> 00:10:09,260 because I couldn't really connect to some of the things that are around me. The old traditions of mediaeval town of York. 68 00:10:09,260 --> 00:10:14,840 And the kindest the the spiritual aspects of York itself. 69 00:10:14,840 --> 00:10:18,000 I loved the Moors because the Moors, I could get out onto the moors. 70 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:23,750 And once you get the sense of uninterrupted landscape, that was familiar to me, but everything was different. 71 00:10:23,750 --> 00:10:34,100 The light was so different. I remember being in York and really not seeing the sun for months on end and thinking, oh, no. 72 00:10:34,100 --> 00:10:40,010 I wanted to turn tail and head back to Australia because it wasn't I wasn't prepared to throw away a 73 00:10:40,010 --> 00:10:46,530 wonderful scholarship to get the extraordinary opportunity to deepen and strengthen my work as a composer. 74 00:10:46,530 --> 00:10:50,600 I bet Europe was wonderful because York, under the very visionary, 75 00:10:50,600 --> 00:11:00,470 its very visionary Professor Wilfred Mellors was a he he really encouraged to think of world music, not just European music, but world music. 76 00:11:00,470 --> 00:11:08,350 And I mean, he he used to get some delightful lectures on this kind of o origins of music, really. 77 00:11:08,350 --> 00:11:15,140 He'd talk about Eskimos breathing into each other's mouths and and making peculiar sounds. 78 00:11:15,140 --> 00:11:25,340 And he said he was very excited by what he thought of very politically incorrect now as primitive music and these primitive music make. 79 00:11:25,340 --> 00:11:32,300 So he was. And he also he'd been a great influence on my teacher, Peter Sculthorpe, by Principal DHV also. 80 00:11:32,300 --> 00:11:40,150 And he'd always encourage me to call Peter your son, man, your son then because so so Wolf was. 81 00:11:40,150 --> 00:11:50,900 And Peter had encouraged us always to be ourselves musically, to find our own voice, to find our own voice and to always give expression to ourselves. 82 00:11:50,900 --> 00:11:57,170 And that inevitably reflected the place, the place that we we related to. 83 00:11:57,170 --> 00:11:58,430 For me, that was always Australia. 84 00:11:58,430 --> 00:12:09,290 So even at York, when I starting to learn about European conventions and so on, that it was still this Australian place that that grabbed me. 85 00:12:09,290 --> 00:12:14,880 And the main work I wrote early on in my early days, it was in fact based on Japanese cockapoo. 86 00:12:14,880 --> 00:12:20,990 And that was very, very well received by Wilfred and Bernard Ren's, who was my teacher then. 87 00:12:20,990 --> 00:12:27,890 And Bernard was a fabulous inspiration because Bernard had studied Luciano Berio. 88 00:12:27,890 --> 00:12:37,010 And he he talks a lot about the Berio way of going about crosscutting musical structures 89 00:12:37,010 --> 00:12:42,770 and sounds and the relationship between back and semiotics and linguistics and so on. 90 00:12:42,770 --> 00:12:48,650 And that fitted quite comfortably into those sorts of sounds I was beginning to create at the time. 91 00:12:48,650 --> 00:12:55,110 And that grew out of, I suppose, essentially Asian traditions. Japan on the one hand and probably Bali as the other nine. 92 00:12:55,110 --> 00:12:59,630 Asian sort of been right from the other. So it wasn't easy. 93 00:12:59,630 --> 00:13:02,720 I had to grow into myself. I had to find my voice and grow into it. 94 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:05,390 And that's what you will really help me to do. 95 00:13:05,390 --> 00:13:14,720 So, yes, of course, European, modern, European, modernist in influences were impacting me a lot, but it was still the Australian voice. 96 00:13:14,720 --> 00:13:20,540 That was my true my true sense of home. If you like identity as a composer. 97 00:13:20,540 --> 00:13:30,740 Yeah. I think that that comes across very clearly in your second quartette, which will hear some excerpts of a little bit later. 98 00:13:30,740 --> 00:13:34,920 But I just was wanting to keep that thread of place running. 99 00:13:34,920 --> 00:13:42,710 And, you know, you feel more. You say you've got your voice. By the time that you've left your you went to Sussex with the second quartette. 100 00:13:42,710 --> 00:13:47,450 But then a bit later, you took up the position in Hong Kong. 101 00:13:47,450 --> 00:13:53,090 Now, this is perhaps, you know, a step in the other direction in going to the UK. 102 00:13:53,090 --> 00:14:02,510 We're now in Asia. You can sort of maybe absorb even more Asian culture and find a way to put that in the music. 103 00:14:02,510 --> 00:14:06,680 But then you've also got to balance this teaching position that you had. 104 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:09,500 So I guess similar question to before. 105 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:18,990 Did did being in Hong Kong have an impact on your musical language or even on your own sort of teaching style in any way? 106 00:14:18,990 --> 00:14:20,730 Oh, of course. 107 00:14:20,730 --> 00:14:32,670 I mean, I was able to have a lot to look to to do with the Chinese orchestra in Hong Kong, which in Hong Kong was a wonderful melting plot, 108 00:14:32,670 --> 00:14:41,010 melting point for east and West coming together because being a British territory still at the time, we didn't use the word colony then. 109 00:14:41,010 --> 00:14:46,800 It was always territory because in the years I was there, a decade, I was there in the 1980s. 110 00:14:46,800 --> 00:14:55,440 Hong Kong was growing into a cultural force in its own right. And it was very exciting to be there as its own cultural institutions are being founded. 111 00:14:55,440 --> 00:15:02,790 And we have to play a part of that. And in some things, because I set the music department at the University of Hong Kong. 112 00:15:02,790 --> 00:15:09,480 They wanted it was a English speaking university and they wanted a kind of English oriented curriculum. 113 00:15:09,480 --> 00:15:17,310 So my my curriculum there was largely based on the models that you would have found in the British universities, 114 00:15:17,310 --> 00:15:24,440 small, small music departments in British universities. That was that fitted comfortably into humanities studies. 115 00:15:24,440 --> 00:15:30,750 And that was the kind of the properties I would establish there. So so European music was still my main focus. 116 00:15:30,750 --> 00:15:37,890 But there was all this strong sense of the Chinese tradition particularly welling up through 117 00:15:37,890 --> 00:15:44,040 what we're able to teach that one of my most exciting appointments was a Hong Kong composer, 118 00:15:44,040 --> 00:15:45,300 Dunning Lan, 119 00:15:45,300 --> 00:15:55,010 who had worked a lot with the Chinese Orchestra of Hong Kong and had it fashioned works that had a kind of a or a hole inside Takamatsu light strings. 120 00:15:55,010 --> 00:16:04,170 But is a strong Chinese colour. Yet were notated work notated in a European school sense? 121 00:16:04,170 --> 00:16:08,910 Because remember, the school is still a contested thing in China. 122 00:16:08,910 --> 00:16:14,340 At the time they had their own way of taking music. So yeah, no, absolutely. 123 00:16:14,340 --> 00:16:22,380 I'm to be right. And then today in some Chinese as well, to learn to speak somehow some sort of Cantonese and and read some characters and so on. 124 00:16:22,380 --> 00:16:27,210 That was very, very important because that took me more into Asian culture, 125 00:16:27,210 --> 00:16:32,280 into the heart of Asian culture in a way I've never had that experience before, I guess, 126 00:16:32,280 --> 00:16:36,840 because having friends who a lot of my closest friends were Chinese people, 127 00:16:36,840 --> 00:16:45,180 but there were a westernised Chinese people because Hong Kong was a very westernised point of China. 128 00:16:45,180 --> 00:16:53,250 So when you say with the Hong Kong department is very much modelled after the, you know, the Western small media department. 129 00:16:53,250 --> 00:17:02,430 And so does this mean that you got a chance to, you know, teach any courses or modules on Asian or world music? 130 00:17:02,430 --> 00:17:11,480 Always. Sorry. Yes. Yeah. Or was it more, um, you know, because perhaps lots of smaller departments in, for example, 131 00:17:11,480 --> 00:17:20,610 the can I know you mentioned that you had some sort of lean towards the occasional musicology work, 132 00:17:20,610 --> 00:17:27,330 but was it something that they wanted to shy away from, say, we wasn't included in the curriculum, or was it a bit more open? 133 00:17:27,330 --> 00:17:38,310 And, you know, you got to people could explore whatever they liked? Well, it was a basic curriculum in the sense that these youngsters wanted. 134 00:17:38,310 --> 00:17:44,580 I mean, that needed to be it needed to be a European school based curriculum. 135 00:17:44,580 --> 00:17:56,220 In the 1980s. So, I mean, for example, one of my dearest colleagues was Nicholas Cook, as you know, became professor of music eventually at Cambridge. 136 00:17:56,220 --> 00:18:01,560 And Nick had just written his book on the musical analysis. 137 00:18:01,560 --> 00:18:07,650 And we we sort of built a curriculum that was a very modern curriculum in that sense. 138 00:18:07,650 --> 00:18:12,930 But it was a very analytical. But it looked it had looked at it, 139 00:18:12,930 --> 00:18:17,010 I would say European music as a model for something more so that it was 140 00:18:17,010 --> 00:18:22,950 possible for students to take electives in China's music or other Asian musics. 141 00:18:22,950 --> 00:18:30,060 But I wouldn't honestly say that it was a large part of our curriculum over the other side on the mainland. 142 00:18:30,060 --> 00:18:34,650 Not on the island itself of Hong Kong, but on the mainland of the Kowloon. 143 00:18:34,650 --> 00:18:41,340 There was a Chinese university and the Chinese university had a much stronger sense of teaching Chinese music. 144 00:18:41,340 --> 00:18:45,900 And so we had to be a little bit different. We had to be and we had to offer something different. 145 00:18:45,900 --> 00:18:51,930 And it tended to be to be more European. Yes, that makes sense. 146 00:18:51,930 --> 00:19:08,750 So just bridging back to your return to Sydney University's professor links me on to the documentary facing the music, which I watched this week. 147 00:19:08,750 --> 00:19:14,370 It was made in 2001. And it's something really unique. 148 00:19:14,370 --> 00:19:18,710 It's it's something that you've never thought a documentary would be made about, basically the sort of. 149 00:19:18,710 --> 00:19:23,500 Politics of a music department. I know it frames the songs. 150 00:19:23,500 --> 00:19:29,410 It's a more wider thing about university budgets and economics. 151 00:19:29,410 --> 00:19:35,320 But I'm just wondering if you could. I don't know. Maybe just talk a bit about the experiences of the documentary. 152 00:19:35,320 --> 00:19:45,340 You know what it's like to actually make it. And also just reflect also on, you know, the demands that will be made being made of you at the time. 153 00:19:45,340 --> 00:19:55,190 And maybe how they changed, I guess, after after the cameras were turned off in the years following those. 154 00:19:55,190 --> 00:20:05,710 Yeah. Well, it was it was remarkable, actually. The actual year the documentary was shot was nineteen ninety nine memory. 155 00:20:05,710 --> 00:20:17,230 Of the previous millennium. And it was a time when economic rationalism was impacting Australian universities very strongly. 156 00:20:17,230 --> 00:20:22,210 There'd been lots of amalgamations of higher educational institutions. 157 00:20:22,210 --> 00:20:30,550 And so the type what we call case, which is technical and further education colleges were being turned into universities and the 158 00:20:30,550 --> 00:20:38,950 conservatorium was picked on as as an institution that should merge with University of Sydney. 159 00:20:38,950 --> 00:20:46,910 What I had become I'd come back as professor of the Academic Department of Music in the Faculty of Arts in the university, 160 00:20:46,910 --> 00:20:54,190 and we had a completely different agenda to the Conservatorium. So there was a lot of difficulty in the university. 161 00:20:54,190 --> 00:21:02,320 Didn't get it. The university didn't understand why we could have two Bachelor of Music degrees with entirely different focuses and contents. 162 00:21:02,320 --> 00:21:10,810 And when we were research oriented and we wanted to treat research as a means of of 163 00:21:10,810 --> 00:21:17,150 teaching and learning in our small department at the Conservatorium was executive, 164 00:21:17,150 --> 00:21:24,670 it was a place where people learnt to play and in a way that that one learns to do things in a Tayfun. 165 00:21:24,670 --> 00:21:31,870 They didn't get asked at all at first. So there was such a lot of conflict and difficulty when I arrived in that post. 166 00:21:31,870 --> 00:21:36,670 And it didn't really that was well, that was nine years before the documentary was shot. 167 00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:42,130 We survived, but we were not encouraged by the university to make new appointments. 168 00:21:42,130 --> 00:21:49,420 And I did have a staff of which many, many of whom were reaching retirement age and they weren't replaced. 169 00:21:49,420 --> 00:21:53,430 So I was being wound down on my department was being wound down. 170 00:21:53,430 --> 00:22:02,710 In the meantime, the conservatorium was breathing down our necks, so to speak, and still not understanding why we should be different. 171 00:22:02,710 --> 00:22:08,320 The university decided the only way they could forces was really just to starve us out. 172 00:22:08,320 --> 00:22:10,990 And the crisis, a crisis came. 173 00:22:10,990 --> 00:22:20,840 We used to ask students studied performance, but they studied outside the department and the lessons were funded independently by the university. 174 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:29,200 And they suddenly decided that they'd cut off that source of funding, which meant that our students would no longer have their lessons funded. 175 00:22:29,200 --> 00:22:35,650 And this was this was the crisis that I inherited at the start of nineteen ninety nine. 176 00:22:35,650 --> 00:22:39,940 And that was when the documentary, the documentary makers walked into my office. 177 00:22:39,940 --> 00:22:46,430 Well, the dean of the faculty then decided this would be outrageous. They couldn't possibly show the university the bad light. 178 00:22:46,430 --> 00:22:52,630 Nothing was funny. So the funding was instantly restored and the document said, oh no. 179 00:22:52,630 --> 00:22:57,820 Oh no. This documentary is if we want conflict, this is suddenly out. 180 00:22:57,820 --> 00:23:02,410 The very reason for our documentary has disappeared. What I need to worried is, of course, 181 00:23:02,410 --> 00:23:10,900 there were plenty of other things happening in the course of that year to do with with funding cuts and staff retrenchments. 182 00:23:10,900 --> 00:23:18,070 And I for the first time, my life got in really heavily engaged with the union, the academic union. 183 00:23:18,070 --> 00:23:21,540 And we we had protests and we fought. 184 00:23:21,540 --> 00:23:26,470 And of course, really what the documentary realised was about was the impact of economic rationalism. 185 00:23:26,470 --> 00:23:33,150 And that wasn't something that stopped the minute university policy was was changed. 186 00:23:33,150 --> 00:23:38,040 It was something was ongoing. It was really had powerful momentum and no one had ever known. 187 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:47,800 David documented it in in in that way before. So it was a pioneering study and it was after that year was over. 188 00:23:47,800 --> 00:23:52,180 We were all amazed by how much it actually happened in the course of the year. 189 00:23:52,180 --> 00:23:58,000 Well, then there was a year of editing, which nothing much happened except I got terribly sick because, I mean, 190 00:23:58,000 --> 00:24:04,930 the conflict got had got too much for me and I had a bit of a breakdown and and kind of withdrew into myself for a while. 191 00:24:04,930 --> 00:24:17,780 And then and then the documentary was released and it it encouraged a wonderful donation to the Department of Funds in the race to set ourselves up. 192 00:24:17,780 --> 00:24:27,500 Is. Stronger position for five years. And and so that was a wonderful outcome, and so they had just what could have been a tragic story in a way. 193 00:24:27,500 --> 00:24:36,340 Yes. I've turned on the Pivot, this wonderful documentary, and we had new life was was breaking into music and the Panthers. 194 00:24:36,340 --> 00:24:39,810 And then there was a change of Dean in the Conservatorium. 195 00:24:39,810 --> 00:24:46,050 And the new dean was much more sympathetic and understood the difference between ourselves and then sells it. 196 00:24:46,050 --> 00:24:50,280 And we then started to talk in a material way back how we might unite. 197 00:24:50,280 --> 00:24:57,660 And eventually we did. And it's been a pretty on the whole, pretty happy, not completely happy, nothing ever even spent. 198 00:24:57,660 --> 00:25:01,560 It's been a fairly productive and good outcome. 199 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:05,730 And I think students on the whole have benefited, set in lots of ways. 200 00:25:05,730 --> 00:25:11,810 So, yeah. Yeah. So that's the outcome. That's what flowed out as we were getting back to the second string quartette. 201 00:25:11,810 --> 00:25:17,040 I'm thinking today how much that line drawing of the play on the water by Paul Clay. 202 00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:22,430 Look at that. Philosophically, it kind of tells the same story. 203 00:25:22,430 --> 00:25:28,740 Yeah, they Bergey and conflicts in the middle and all Shotton Mrs and then out the other side, 204 00:25:28,740 --> 00:25:37,140 although I like to think actually that drawing as forces that were flowing in from that side and then also the other side and leaving in the middle. 205 00:25:37,140 --> 00:25:42,590 So it's more a more cynical and not anymore nothing linear study at all. 206 00:25:42,590 --> 00:25:46,000 And I think philosophically, that's very interesting as well. Yes. 207 00:25:46,000 --> 00:25:49,380 The idea of convergence rather than just sort of. 208 00:25:49,380 --> 00:25:52,710 Yeah. Very interesting. That's a nice bridge. 209 00:25:52,710 --> 00:26:00,420 On to talking a little bit about the quartette that hopefully will get created permitting will be redone later this year. 210 00:26:00,420 --> 00:26:09,930 So one of the interesting things I think about this piece written, I think in your first year as a lecturer at Sussex. 211 00:26:09,930 --> 00:26:19,440 Right. Is to me this wonderful synthesis of what I would consider having, you know, being educated the way I am, 212 00:26:19,440 --> 00:26:33,210 this modernist extended technique with these very modal and, you know, harmonious sound worlds. 213 00:26:33,210 --> 00:26:40,650 And I think that it's very unique. But I would assume you don't see it that way at all. 214 00:26:40,650 --> 00:26:43,800 You don't see it as some sort of extended technique, 215 00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:51,120 drawing on the tradition of what was happening in the 70s and people like and Paretsky and, you know, all this sort of thing. 216 00:26:51,120 --> 00:26:56,240 I'm assuming that it actually your sound in the piece comes from a completely different place. 217 00:26:56,240 --> 00:27:01,800 So that's unless I'm mistaken. Oh, yes and no. 218 00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:06,000 I mean, I was I had my my Pinteresque. 219 00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:15,040 He was filtered through, again, Peter Sculthorpe, my teachers, some music series in which he had some music. 220 00:27:15,040 --> 00:27:19,590 Sometimes I think Sloops 1960, 68. 221 00:27:19,590 --> 00:27:24,030 I think some years the song, the first that sung using one vote for. 222 00:27:24,030 --> 00:27:29,550 And that was he was he was again doing that sort of penned risky thing. 223 00:27:29,550 --> 00:27:34,890 No rhythm. Well, no comedy. There was rhythm. No, no, no, no melody. 224 00:27:34,890 --> 00:27:42,800 No traditional harmony in any Western sense, using lots of quarter tones and sound clustered and that sort into it. 225 00:27:42,800 --> 00:27:45,060 And he again, his his vision was different. 226 00:27:45,060 --> 00:27:53,970 That was to create the sense of the deceptive centralistic, which was, of course, the seminal influence on my musical thinking as well. 227 00:27:53,970 --> 00:28:00,720 And so so in a way, there was there was I wouldn't say that Andy Gretzky sound world was outside. 228 00:28:00,720 --> 00:28:08,730 Nothing ever is. I mean, I can even listening now, with hindsight, fans let nearly 50 years later I can hear him. 229 00:28:08,730 --> 00:28:19,140 It's a Bartok even in that piece. Yeah. And I never would be absolutely dishonest to say that I hadn't studied and loved the bond of string quartettes 230 00:28:19,140 --> 00:28:25,860 and that they'd influenced the way I thought music was quite important ways early on because again, 231 00:28:25,860 --> 00:28:34,830 there was a focus from folk sources. Yeah. And Bartok too was so intent on his own musical voice. 232 00:28:34,830 --> 00:28:39,730 But you see that the impact of modernism was originality. 233 00:28:39,730 --> 00:28:44,340 You know, you had the that's how it impacted me anyway. 234 00:28:44,340 --> 00:28:50,040 I felt and the way I think we were taught when Peter encouraged us to say you were one 235 00:28:50,040 --> 00:28:56,130 must find one's individual voice and your individual voices is a very complex thing. 236 00:28:56,130 --> 00:29:02,480 And everything you've ever heard or been influenced by will be a constituent and that you like. 237 00:29:02,480 --> 00:29:12,270 Can you relate or you dislike and you don't like to eventually forms into what we can think of us as an individual composer voice. 238 00:29:12,270 --> 00:29:18,360 And I suppose that was what I was bringing from the Yawkey experience. 239 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:26,270 Got wonderful opportunities that we've met has created through that great young composers to write music for three years as a day. 240 00:29:26,270 --> 00:29:33,750 Phil was a way of easy finding, finding oneself, finding one's voice. 241 00:29:33,750 --> 00:29:41,260 And that was what I brought to Sussex when I first arrived there in 1973. 242 00:29:41,260 --> 00:29:49,890 It was still that business of finding one's voice, but finding one's voice through purging, purging, influence, 243 00:29:49,890 --> 00:29:59,640 trying to purge influence, trying to get inside the very heart of one's psyche and of one's almost unconscious mind. 244 00:29:59,640 --> 00:30:05,010 And that was stripping away, stripping away, meditating, taking taking all everything away. 245 00:30:05,010 --> 00:30:11,400 And that was when I discovered the work of poor clay. And I read some of his pedagogical sketchbook. 246 00:30:11,400 --> 00:30:16,500 Was a very important source of the three of learning, of learning. 247 00:30:16,500 --> 00:30:19,680 And that was something that writer Bernie Grand. True, sir. 248 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:26,410 Berio had encouraged us to think like that. If you read a pedagogical skip sketchbook or Clay, I don't know if you ever have. 249 00:30:26,410 --> 00:30:34,110 I knew it was it was for a young composer. It's really worth reading from because it it it it's really a composition. 250 00:30:34,110 --> 00:30:35,940 You can use it as a composition tract. 251 00:30:35,940 --> 00:30:44,970 And if you relate a lot of what he says to notation and it a deep level to thinking about musical form, musical structure, it's very, very rich. 252 00:30:44,970 --> 00:30:48,660 And that was another force that was impacting. 253 00:30:48,660 --> 00:30:55,110 So that when I came to write the first the second string quartette it, all those forces would work. 254 00:30:55,110 --> 00:31:00,090 So a lot of the notation in the work is relates, in fact, 255 00:31:00,090 --> 00:31:07,080 to that wonderful line drawing that you so kindly find and find the picture of me for this sum, for this interview. 256 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:13,290 If you look at the way that that's structured and then you take a look at the school pages of your second with it, 257 00:31:13,290 --> 00:31:19,440 you'll see there are very strong links. And even in the these structural shapes of the outer movements, 258 00:31:19,440 --> 00:31:25,230 they move into a central spiral, just like in that screen and then move out on the other side. 259 00:31:25,230 --> 00:31:32,660 But I never thought in a linear way. I always thought in the cyclical way of moving to a central point of the centre. 260 00:31:32,660 --> 00:31:41,040 And course, that was also a metaphor, I suppose, a musical metaphor for a kind of exploration of self and of consciousness. 261 00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:45,030 And you could say, well, look, it's kind of modernism in a way, 262 00:31:45,030 --> 00:31:52,560 but it's in the stripping away of all the preconceptions of the things that you've learnt. 263 00:31:52,560 --> 00:31:55,770 You you're you're taking things out. It's also variation. 264 00:31:55,770 --> 00:32:03,030 It's very much like the way the Japanese calligraphers work of eliminating everything that was unnecessary from their work. 265 00:32:03,030 --> 00:32:08,370 And so you're just left with a central shapes, a central for a central sound. 266 00:32:08,370 --> 00:32:12,120 And that was what really was at the heart of that work. 267 00:32:12,120 --> 00:32:18,360 And that was that was what I was beginning to discover in in in this this new phase of finding my voice in a way, 268 00:32:18,360 --> 00:32:30,240 I think those years that the years of 1973 to 1976, which included works like Uncle NOM's or Ghost as it leads the bill for Roger Wood. 269 00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:36,360 Now, that's an interesting part of the whole story, but that that came straight after the second string quartette. 270 00:32:36,360 --> 00:32:42,720 The second string quartette was a kind of point of crisis musically, emotionally, in all sorts of ways. 271 00:32:42,720 --> 00:32:48,480 And in setting up this department at Sussex and discovering amongst students the string quartette. 272 00:32:48,480 --> 00:32:54,000 So, of course, I wanted to write for them, but I also wanted to write for them in a way that would encourage them to think in 273 00:32:54,000 --> 00:33:00,240 similar ways about their own musical selves of their own way they could develop. 274 00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:04,530 And I was thrilled with how quickly those young musicians took to that way of thinking. 275 00:33:04,530 --> 00:33:13,500 And they actually did a jolly good job with a performance, which surprised me enormously because they weren't highly skilled performers, 276 00:33:13,500 --> 00:33:21,130 but they just took to the work and they made it their own and gave a wonderful foremans of it in Australia house later that year for little. 277 00:33:21,130 --> 00:33:28,320 That view was in June or July. Some of that year. So, yeah, that was that was very exciting. 278 00:33:28,320 --> 00:33:36,810 I think to be interesting now, to just listen to a couple of the movement full of the string quartette, 279 00:33:36,810 --> 00:33:45,840 just to give a sense of how varied the pieces within itself and maybe to elucidate some of the ideas that we've tried to to. 280 00:33:45,840 --> 00:33:51,300 Did you say music movement for a movement and movement for the openings of bass? 281 00:33:51,300 --> 00:33:56,050 We've got. Oh, good, good, good, good. Because it really does. 282 00:33:56,050 --> 00:33:59,090 They're quite different. I mean that the fit. Yes. 283 00:33:59,090 --> 00:34:06,060 That that the first the first movement is is that is very much like the line drawing of clay at the fourth movement 284 00:34:06,060 --> 00:34:15,840 is that reflects rice pounding music to some extent that I'd heard early and that I related to children's games. 285 00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:19,540 But there's another whole story related. What are you going to be? 286 00:34:19,540 --> 00:35:38,610 I'll make an educated easy. I think I'll stop talking. Did you hear that, Nancy? 287 00:35:38,610 --> 00:36:42,220 Is the fourth movement, I think. Coming next. 288 00:36:42,220 --> 00:36:47,110 So he has very, very contrasting, as you can hear. 289 00:36:47,110 --> 00:36:55,870 And I think just to maybe bridges slightly out of this this little parts of the discussion at the end of the programme. 290 00:36:55,870 --> 00:37:00,070 Note for the second quarter you describe. 291 00:37:00,070 --> 00:37:06,340 Hold on. I've got it here. You describe about your music as ritual rather than an expression. 292 00:37:06,340 --> 00:37:12,340 And this is something that, you know, you're right. This is from 1973. So I'm wondering if you could just elaborate a bit on that. 293 00:37:12,340 --> 00:37:18,670 I mean, I think that it's to an extent kind of clear when we think about the the Asian influence, 294 00:37:18,670 --> 00:37:26,530 perhaps in a different function of music in different cultures. But I'm just wondering if you could elaborate even further, the house. 295 00:37:26,530 --> 00:37:27,460 Isn't it interesting? 296 00:37:27,460 --> 00:37:36,670 I mean, I was just as you were speaking there, just thinking, I suppose it was all part of that purging process of trying to put emotion out of music. 297 00:37:36,670 --> 00:37:37,680 Atami music. 298 00:37:37,680 --> 00:37:50,560 I mean, I am a very emotional person and I was trying to just purge that away so that the sounds themselves could be themselves in their own world. 299 00:37:50,560 --> 00:38:00,250 And in that way, and it was for me it was quite a strong meditative process where I would meditate my way into the sounds, 300 00:38:00,250 --> 00:38:04,600 into the sound world in which I was becoming engaged. 301 00:38:04,600 --> 00:38:06,460 But the sounds would lead me. 302 00:38:06,460 --> 00:38:15,100 I wouldn't leave the sounds, the seconds would lead me, and they would begin to shape themselves in relation to each other. 303 00:38:15,100 --> 00:38:19,120 And it was that process of meditating. And so for me, always. 304 00:38:19,120 --> 00:38:28,570 And it still is, unless I'm being silly. And just having a bit of fun with bench setting, with music, I don't like to composing, actually silly. 305 00:38:28,570 --> 00:38:33,740 But every now and then I do. I just witnessed the decide down the psychologist. 306 00:38:33,740 --> 00:38:44,050 I think, you know, but, um. But no. I mean the real out of composing is when you take yourself into that space that is. 307 00:38:44,050 --> 00:38:51,490 A wave from, in a way, away from self, and it connects to a kind of universality. 308 00:38:51,490 --> 00:38:59,140 So it's like a form of prayer. It's it's. And that is part of the spiritual strength of music and of sound. 309 00:38:59,140 --> 00:39:10,030 When you think about it, you know, sound in the Indian sense is the essence of the ancient Indian, Vedas and so on is the essence of the universe. 310 00:39:10,030 --> 00:39:15,880 You think of that? No, the old all sound from which all things come. 311 00:39:15,880 --> 00:39:20,680 And I suppose that was a person who was a spiritual process. 312 00:39:20,680 --> 00:39:29,020 So in that sense, once you became engaged in it, the Psalms lead you right and you lead the sounds, then it is. 313 00:39:29,020 --> 00:39:36,430 It's a journey away from self. Into a universe which in which much takes place on it. 314 00:39:36,430 --> 00:39:40,480 You know, listening to the some of the opening of that fourth movement, 315 00:39:40,480 --> 00:39:46,290 particularly got now birdlike is one could almost be in a in a dense jungle somewhere. 316 00:39:46,290 --> 00:39:53,740 But then I don't want equally. One could be somewhere out in the cosmos with a myriad of star shapes forming and 317 00:39:53,740 --> 00:40:00,940 shaping and shaping in all sorts of ways with human consciousness is an intruder. 318 00:40:00,940 --> 00:40:10,450 But nevertheless, these things impact upon us. And that's really, I think, where that idea of ritual in my music comes from. 319 00:40:10,450 --> 00:40:18,760 The way I play with the idea is it's a kind of ritual play. You know, if you then go back and think in a Christian sense, the playing with the rosary, 320 00:40:18,760 --> 00:40:23,680 the rosary beads around and around and around the rosary you go. 321 00:40:23,680 --> 00:40:28,690 That's a very ancient mediaeval idea. Before, of course, the awful renaissance, 322 00:40:28,690 --> 00:40:41,620 when we became Viniar and for progress became the big thing and a goal orientation and all that because life was short and the human impact was, 323 00:40:41,620 --> 00:40:47,990 I suppose, much more limited. So, yeah, no. So in that sense, it's it's a kind of it's kind of a ritual. 324 00:40:47,990 --> 00:40:50,140 A ritual. Yes. Yes. 325 00:40:50,140 --> 00:40:59,560 It's really interesting to me that I mean, when if we didn't have that know, great explanation you've just given and one sees your music as ritual. 326 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:06,640 It's funny to see a contemporaneous piece like Ranglin, which was written quite close to the second quartette from right. 327 00:41:06,640 --> 00:41:14,020 In the six years or six. I mean, that is it seems to inhabit a completely different sort of sound world, 328 00:41:14,020 --> 00:41:19,610 an atmosphere that really does ring true to that idea of whom it's meditation. 329 00:41:19,610 --> 00:41:26,380 And I'm just wondering actually, if we can we can hear an excerpt of that play by Roger Woodward, who I believe it was written for. 330 00:41:26,380 --> 00:43:05,790 It was. Was. It's just very interesting to compare the two pieces in both of them as being ritual, 331 00:43:05,790 --> 00:43:12,900 where it's clear that it's something that can be very much on the surface and allude to a lot of those. 332 00:43:12,900 --> 00:43:18,300 This idea of repetition and focus and meditation, or it can be something that is more personal to you. 333 00:43:18,300 --> 00:43:24,930 This idea of stripping away and purging. I think it's very, very interesting to compare the two. 334 00:43:24,930 --> 00:43:29,520 And it's it's not so often. I can't think of huge examples. 335 00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:37,100 And I didn't necessarily like this myself, but to write such contrasting pieces in very close proximity. 336 00:43:37,100 --> 00:43:44,700 And I'm just wondering what's Anthem was written for? Because I know that the string quartette was for a student Quartette Sussex. 337 00:43:44,700 --> 00:43:48,510 But what was the commission from Roger for? 338 00:43:48,510 --> 00:43:52,980 Was it just a concert piece or. It worked. 339 00:43:52,980 --> 00:43:58,760 It grew out. It grew out of another work which came straight after the second string quartette. 340 00:43:58,760 --> 00:44:03,380 I mean, just let's get the lĂ­nea, remember? Talk about stripping things away. 341 00:44:03,380 --> 00:44:09,260 Well, in our home, I almost reached the heart. It's it's it's it's it's oneness. 342 00:44:09,260 --> 00:44:14,050 It's a piece about oneness. And I've taken everything in the central early. 343 00:44:14,050 --> 00:44:21,860 Yeah. All the all the business is gone. It's gone. And what is what can be more essential than the colour of an octave. 344 00:44:21,860 --> 00:44:25,610 And a very limited scale in which an octave travels around. 345 00:44:25,610 --> 00:44:34,580 It really is a very if you take just a fragment of the second string quartette and slow it right down in time and repeat it in industry, 346 00:44:34,580 --> 00:44:38,390 then you have Anglo. But it took me two years to get there. 347 00:44:38,390 --> 00:44:42,620 And the process was through another work straight after the second string quartette. 348 00:44:42,620 --> 00:44:49,910 Roger had been pestering me to write a piece for himself, two harps and five percussionists, 349 00:44:49,910 --> 00:44:55,430 which he wanted to do in the opening season of the Sydney Opera House at the end of that year. 350 00:44:55,430 --> 00:44:59,840 Well, I'm not a pianist and I was very I'm very uncomfortable writing to the piano. 351 00:44:59,840 --> 00:45:03,620 I never know how to do it. And and I just couldn't write the piece. 352 00:45:03,620 --> 00:45:10,190 And eventually Roger got exasperated because blessing he had faith that I would eventually turn something up for him. 353 00:45:10,190 --> 00:45:13,520 And he said, look. And he said, I've programmed the work. You can't let me down. 354 00:45:13,520 --> 00:45:19,760 None's was, I think, a few couple of weeks before 10 days before he was due to fly down to Sydney. 355 00:45:19,760 --> 00:45:24,680 He said, we'll just write me one chord just on an empty piece of paper, 356 00:45:24,680 --> 00:45:29,720 just write one chord, sign it, and I'll play it with all the love in the world. 357 00:45:29,720 --> 00:45:36,560 And I know he meant it. So I. I was then living in Brighton and I took a half bottle, half empty bottle, 358 00:45:36,560 --> 00:45:41,330 fortunately was maybe only a third full of scotch sitting on the table of us living, 359 00:45:41,330 --> 00:45:46,610 grabbed a scotch bottle, dashed into the university, into my office and struck myself in the room. 360 00:45:46,610 --> 00:45:56,840 Is it right? I'm not coming out until I've written this piece. And so the Scotch bottle and I, I'd each other off and I did the system. 361 00:45:56,840 --> 00:46:01,280 But anyway, I thought the only were only instrument ahead in the room was a little clavier, 362 00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:07,450 tiny little clavichord like the ones you know and used at the end of his feet and. 363 00:46:07,450 --> 00:46:16,760 Well that's not going to help. It's not a piano. But then suddenly it's again stripping things away, going into this so meditational space. 364 00:46:16,760 --> 00:46:24,320 I heard the sound of a gong, a deep gong, just one gong. And I thought, my goodness, that's the sound of the beginning of the universe. 365 00:46:24,320 --> 00:46:29,570 And that was that set in motion. I had just blank sheets of paper and a ruling device. 366 00:46:29,570 --> 00:46:33,380 I'm not seeing those mechanical rules that Stravinsky used to use. 367 00:46:33,380 --> 00:46:40,010 Well, a friend of mine, Bill Carter, had had found one for me in Germany and had given it to me until I had this 368 00:46:40,010 --> 00:46:45,770 brooding stage device and and just a empty sketchbook like Clay might have had. 369 00:46:45,770 --> 00:46:51,320 You know, just maybe sketchbook. So I started to draw my graphic sounds and symbols. 370 00:46:51,320 --> 00:47:01,430 And sure enough, one day and one night later, I moved to my office and as it leaves, the bill was written. 371 00:47:01,430 --> 00:47:05,900 Phew. That's how I said it after budget, just in time for him to take on the plane. 372 00:47:05,900 --> 00:47:08,720 He was thrilled with it. Absolutely delighted. 373 00:47:08,720 --> 00:47:17,300 And once more, it uses some of the ideas, but stripping away from the second string quartette and then the next piece, he loved that so much. 374 00:47:17,300 --> 00:47:21,650 He said, now I want a piece for solo piano. And I said, well, I'm going to have the same problem. 375 00:47:21,650 --> 00:47:28,800 He said, well, I've got the same solution. Just write one chord and again, once more. 376 00:47:28,800 --> 00:47:37,050 Couldn't do it. I couldn't do it. I couldn't do it. And then I was sitting at my desk and I know I was living in Sussex in outside the Neelu. 377 00:47:37,050 --> 00:47:42,320 It's actually in the in the east east Hosai. It was the village I think I say at the top. 378 00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:48,830 And I went to my desk and I sat down. There was an open score of diseases in Marsh Alemu. 379 00:47:48,830 --> 00:47:54,960 He saw that wonderful slow night. I don't remember that indeed. 380 00:47:54,960 --> 00:48:01,420 It was the second that there was something about that rising second grabbed my attention. 381 00:48:01,420 --> 00:48:05,840 I thought, right. Here we go. And then I looked at some of the wonderful Grace notes. 382 00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:17,300 And on the other side of the desk was and it just happened, really just happened to be open at a piece of a who attend Endako of the Japanese court. 383 00:48:17,300 --> 00:48:25,340 I have wonderful, wonderful transcriptions of it. And it was those two things between those two things that the the peace unclogged once more. 384 00:48:25,340 --> 00:48:28,910 It was written in the space of about four hours. 385 00:48:28,910 --> 00:48:37,130 Anybody listens to other words, it sounds like that is not much in there, but there is a huge about behind. 386 00:48:37,130 --> 00:48:43,370 It was more Roger received the school with absolute delight, Joy, and we amended it and he made it. 387 00:48:43,370 --> 00:48:48,470 He wanted it to be longer. And the original version was a much shorter one. 388 00:48:48,470 --> 00:48:51,750 He wanted it longer and he wanted the sections extended notes only to. 389 00:48:51,750 --> 00:48:56,680 It's true that the piece was about one, this was about Jouni wasn't about emotional expression. 390 00:48:56,680 --> 00:49:03,350 You either get it and you shift into the space and it takes you into an into your own world as of knowing or run. 391 00:49:03,350 --> 00:49:12,190 But I'm becoming this or whatever. And and it was fine to lengthen it and to make it the OCD sound on for longer and then a little bit. 392 00:49:12,190 --> 00:49:15,970 And at the end when they all trip out again. So, yeah, that was that was wonderful. 393 00:49:15,970 --> 00:49:19,090 But I, I have written pieces that uncle like, 394 00:49:19,090 --> 00:49:24,940 but I've never really written an uncle in the sense of it being the absolute centre in the way that piece was. 395 00:49:24,940 --> 00:49:26,530 I doubt that I could ever do it again. 396 00:49:26,530 --> 00:49:35,200 So yeah, if we if we had to move, move on and and away from that, eventually the piece moves out of there, of course, is space. 397 00:49:35,200 --> 00:49:45,440 You started this. The view is as I cross the Bridge of Dreams, and that was looking in sense to the other side of the desk so they could score. 398 00:49:45,440 --> 00:49:51,300 That's a good place, I think, to move on to some questions, if there are any. 399 00:49:51,300 --> 00:50:01,420 You just have a look. So we've got one here question from Caroline on YouTube. 400 00:50:01,420 --> 00:50:08,800 She says. And I'm in awe of your achievements as a flute player. I performed your goldfish in Summer Rain, and it speaks to so many people. 401 00:50:08,800 --> 00:50:18,360 What inspired you to change from performer to composer? Oh, gosh, I just wasn't a good enough performer. 402 00:50:18,360 --> 00:50:24,090 I think that's it. And also composition love I loved. 403 00:50:24,090 --> 00:50:30,140 I loved composing. I always have composed. From the time I was a tiny girl, even though I didn't really know what I was doing much, 404 00:50:30,140 --> 00:50:34,470 I started off composing, writing graphic music, drawing music as a small child. 405 00:50:34,470 --> 00:50:38,940 Now, that's not really knowing what I was doing, but I was enjoying what I was doing. 406 00:50:38,940 --> 00:50:42,450 And so at Tecumseh's, you've always been a strong force. 407 00:50:42,450 --> 00:50:49,270 I went on I spent one year as a professional flautist day with the Australian Ballet Orchestra. 408 00:50:49,270 --> 00:50:53,590 And honest, I didn't really enjoy the experience very much. 409 00:50:53,590 --> 00:51:01,170 And I thought, oh, I did write some music while I was in the orchestra, but it didn't didn't grab me, didn't it? 410 00:51:01,170 --> 00:51:10,310 Didn't feel like it was enough. Somehow I went back to university and completed my honours year and and then academic study became important as well. 411 00:51:10,310 --> 00:51:16,840 And there simply wasn't time to I kept claimable. But it dropped into it wasn't anymore. 412 00:51:16,840 --> 00:51:20,640 The foreground and the being the foreground of my life and forth and love. 413 00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:28,480 And it always will be in some aspects. But it's not Dropbox and there wasn't really time to go on practising. 414 00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:37,360 So an academic work and kind of composing, particularly Fonkoze them, became the priority. 415 00:51:37,360 --> 00:51:43,940 And it just wasn't possible to do those. We've actually kind of just given a follow up. 416 00:51:43,940 --> 00:51:53,010 But actually, this is a nice bridge to something we were just talking about before this interview about your composition plans for the future. 417 00:51:53,010 --> 00:51:59,140 And I thought it would be interesting if you might talk a little bit about your upcoming opera, 418 00:51:59,140 --> 00:52:06,660 which, you know, all things are permitted, should be premiering in September this year. 419 00:52:06,660 --> 00:52:07,950 Oh, wonderful, yes. 420 00:52:07,950 --> 00:52:17,070 Well covered permitting, let's hope it was due to be before or some last year, last September in the Desert Song Festival in Alice Springs, 421 00:52:17,070 --> 00:52:22,500 which again, it's a it's a desert town in the heart of Australia, in the centre of Australia. 422 00:52:22,500 --> 00:52:30,990 And the work the opera has, it centres around a character, a local character, a woman called Ollie Think, 423 00:52:30,990 --> 00:52:38,640 who was actually born in Tasmania and educating in not spotlight in Sydney, actually at the University of Sydney and Anthropology. 424 00:52:38,640 --> 00:52:47,790 But she went out and she worked. She was also a painter. I think some ways her first love was painting the desert wildflowers. 425 00:52:47,790 --> 00:52:55,170 And in the course of her life, she found herself in Alice Springs, were working firstly with the IRA and the people, 426 00:52:55,170 --> 00:53:02,410 and then later with the robbery, a neighbouring community, Aboriginal Aboriginal community. 427 00:53:02,410 --> 00:53:09,570 And she set up this botanical garden. And we're going to do the the opera in the garden where she lived. 428 00:53:09,570 --> 00:53:13,350 It's quite extraordinary, actually. We did a little preview the year before last. 429 00:53:13,350 --> 00:53:19,350 And you could feel her ghostly presence in the garden at the time we performed in this. 430 00:53:19,350 --> 00:53:24,150 One of the mainstays of the opera is this wonderful Aboriginal Women's Choir. 431 00:53:24,150 --> 00:53:31,030 Very, very strong group of women singers who come from numbers of communities around Alice Springs and in Alice Springs itself, 432 00:53:31,030 --> 00:53:38,880 that mainly from communities, they come together, they've toured internationally, and their mainstay of their repertory are well, on the one hand, 433 00:53:38,880 --> 00:53:43,890 Lutheran chorales that the missionaries had brought out to Australia a couple of hundred years. 434 00:53:43,890 --> 00:53:49,080 Well over a hundred. Not a couple hundred years, but hundred thirty four years prior. 435 00:53:49,080 --> 00:53:52,290 They still perform these regularly and they've made them their own. 436 00:53:52,290 --> 00:53:59,130 They sing them in their own languages, either islander or picking out. 437 00:53:59,130 --> 00:54:03,870 And those are the two main languages that they sing in. 438 00:54:03,870 --> 00:54:12,480 And then on the other hand, that African Freedom songs, because then director Martha Stewart is an African man. 439 00:54:12,480 --> 00:54:21,130 Who was it? You went to London with a bit of a minister priest in in London. 440 00:54:21,130 --> 00:54:30,420 And he's an extraordinary man, worked with bikie gangs and all sorts of, you know, sort of low socio economic groups, repressed minorities. 441 00:54:30,420 --> 00:54:35,430 And he found itself in Australia married to a banker. A woman is ADA, Australian painter. 442 00:54:35,430 --> 00:54:39,840 And they found themselves in Alice Springs. Oh, this is about a couple of decades ago. 443 00:54:39,840 --> 00:54:44,820 And they had he founded this choir. And so we're coming together in this work. 444 00:54:44,820 --> 00:54:50,220 We're going to do it in the in the garden itself, in the open air, which is the garden itself becomes the character to me. 445 00:54:50,220 --> 00:54:55,380 It's wonderful because it brings together that extraordinary spirituality of landscape. 446 00:54:55,380 --> 00:55:00,120 And, of course, the Aboriginal people in the miss and culture of the area bring all that to life. 447 00:55:00,120 --> 00:55:07,050 They they bring the landscape to life through their stories in a very strong spiritual sense. 448 00:55:07,050 --> 00:55:11,730 And if you're privileged enough for them to share some of those stories with you, it's it's electrifying. 449 00:55:11,730 --> 00:55:20,940 It's quite extraordinary. So that's what I'm looking forward to at the end of this year, hopefully come to this. 450 00:55:20,940 --> 00:55:26,620 One more question in here, which I suppose we can ask sort of generally as well. 451 00:55:26,620 --> 00:55:32,100 It is do you still take on composition students and to expand that to. 452 00:55:32,100 --> 00:55:36,700 Do you still teach or have you now just moved into composing? 453 00:55:36,700 --> 00:55:42,370 Yeah, I never really liked teaching much in the composition teaching composition. 454 00:55:42,370 --> 00:55:50,070 So I think it's such an individual pursuit that I think you sort of almost have to find your own way. 455 00:55:50,070 --> 00:55:53,890 I'm not sure how much you can be taught as composers. 456 00:55:53,890 --> 00:55:58,860 Yeah. You encouraged. Yes. And mentored. Yes. 457 00:55:58,860 --> 00:56:02,640 Helped to understand the music that you love in a deeper sense. 458 00:56:02,640 --> 00:56:10,770 Yes. Helping you to see what you're actually creating on the page when perhaps you can't see yourself. 459 00:56:10,770 --> 00:56:15,330 Yes. A more experienced musician can do that. But can you teach someone to be a composer? 460 00:56:15,330 --> 00:56:20,610 I don't think so. I think you're born a composer. You are a composer or you're not a composer. 461 00:56:20,610 --> 00:56:32,070 And I'm not sure that any amount of teaching can really change that in terms of once one's mantle, one's destiny, so to speak. 462 00:56:32,070 --> 00:56:41,310 So, yeah, I know the answer to that is a very occasionally if a student would ask me to help and would actually read some scores to my home. 463 00:56:41,310 --> 00:56:46,470 I'll be very happy to sit down and work with them. I've done that several times since I've retired, 464 00:56:46,470 --> 00:56:55,680 but I don't take on composition in any teaching in any formal sense and certainly not in any financial sense, because I just think it's too much. 465 00:56:55,680 --> 00:56:59,860 It's, you know, how can you teach something spiritual? It's spiritual. 466 00:56:59,860 --> 00:57:04,620 You know, it's how can I trust Jesus throughout the moneylenders in the temple? 467 00:57:04,620 --> 00:57:13,080 You can't do that. Yes, I think I've got well, I guess a follow up just for me, the last question. 468 00:57:13,080 --> 00:57:18,240 We'll have time for is having you just setting. How do you teach something spiritual? 469 00:57:18,240 --> 00:57:23,040 Well, if I were to ask the question, how did you teach something spiritual for all those years? 470 00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:29,900 How did you how did you approach something which you feel is quite intangible? 471 00:57:29,900 --> 00:57:40,730 Always through putting the student and the student voice first, trying to get them to find what was within themselves, 472 00:57:40,730 --> 00:57:46,190 what they what they liked musically, what they didn't like musically. There was this process that I'd lived through myself. 473 00:57:46,190 --> 00:57:52,640 I suppose it was of course, I'm indebted to my mentors, to people like that, of course, Peter primarily. 474 00:57:52,640 --> 00:57:59,180 But also to Wilfred to grands. And to the many influences. 475 00:57:59,180 --> 00:58:04,940 And some of the Asian musicians are Takamatsu, Morton Feldman, Harrison Birtwistle. 476 00:58:04,940 --> 00:58:13,190 All people who had an important mentoring and influence and inspirational effect on my development as an artist. 477 00:58:13,190 --> 00:58:20,450 If I can help a young person by providing a little source of something like that, well, I'm very happy to do that. 478 00:58:20,450 --> 00:58:27,170 But essentially, it's finding the voice within within oneself and encouraging it coming out. 479 00:58:27,170 --> 00:58:31,070 It's a very sensitive process and it's a process where you open yourself to a 480 00:58:31,070 --> 00:58:37,300 great deal of potential urt but it's a process you have to be brave enough to, 481 00:58:37,300 --> 00:58:48,620 to go through. And if one is has the courage, you will find the song, you will find your sound and how you connect to all that is around you. 482 00:58:48,620 --> 00:58:56,800 At least that's what I feel. And that's a really great place to just bring this to a close. 483 00:58:56,800 --> 00:59:04,330 But there's actually just one quick question there. But this ties in with when your quartette will be performed. 484 00:59:04,330 --> 00:59:14,480 We're just waiting for restrictions in the UK to ease, obviously, but it will be recorded and then Lifestream to a later date. 485 00:59:14,480 --> 00:59:20,510 I can't really speculate when that will be because the situation in the UK is very, 486 00:59:20,510 --> 00:59:25,790 I guess, volatile, but it should hopefully be in the first half of this year. 487 00:59:25,790 --> 00:59:30,980 That's my hope anyway. And there'll be plenty of announcements to go along with it. 488 00:59:30,980 --> 00:59:35,840 But anyway, I just want to give a massive thank you. And this has been really, really interesting. 489 00:59:35,840 --> 00:59:43,470 And it's been a real pleasure to see you. So thank you. It's been a delight, Tom, so thank you so much for having me. 490 00:59:43,470 --> 01:00:13,962 That's exploration. Going back across Britain, me half offered half a century of musical developed.