1 00:00:01,380 --> 00:00:04,830 What I heard was it it's not easy to put on a uniform and take it off. 2 00:00:05,460 --> 00:00:10,050 The skin grows deep and the sloughing of it is very, very hard. 3 00:00:10,470 --> 00:00:16,980 It's not a role change and station of duty change that's rather easy, but a struggle to hold on to humanity. 4 00:00:17,340 --> 00:00:22,620 So what I want to talk a little bit about specifically is for me, 5 00:00:23,430 --> 00:00:29,850 one of the emotions that was most weighty but often not spoken of in terms of specific terms was guilt. 6 00:00:30,390 --> 00:00:36,840 It was the elephant in the room, and it was often bordered with shame and not articulated. 7 00:00:37,920 --> 00:00:45,300 And there are three principal forms that I heard, or at least helped me to map it out. 8 00:00:45,480 --> 00:00:48,840 And one was an accidental guilt. 9 00:00:49,760 --> 00:00:56,940 A second one is one that I think of in terms of of lucky guilt, but a kind of survivor guilt, a more generic form of survivor guilt. 10 00:00:58,500 --> 00:01:04,590 And a third was collateral damage guilt and collateral injury guilt. 11 00:01:04,830 --> 00:01:10,460 And I'll try to talk about them a little bit in terms of that in terms of stories, 12 00:01:10,470 --> 00:01:13,830 I should just also say one thing that I think is really critical in thinking about this. 13 00:01:14,310 --> 00:01:18,209 I think of the guilt as a kind of humanising force. 14 00:01:18,210 --> 00:01:22,900 It wasn't grandiose. And many of the cases that I heard, it wasn't misplaced. 15 00:01:22,920 --> 00:01:32,219 It was a strict terms. It wasn't mapping culpability so irrational in the sense that it wasn't tracking culpability, 16 00:01:32,220 --> 00:01:36,420 but it was a sense of personal accountability that these soldiers could not 17 00:01:36,420 --> 00:01:41,100 let go of things happened in their command that they needed to account for. 18 00:01:41,520 --> 00:01:46,590 And but I should say, at the same time, this is very critical to our different audiences. 19 00:01:46,620 --> 00:01:52,410 America really is fighting three wars. And if you talk to anyone, the DOD, they will say it's Afghanistan, Iraq, and it's suicide. 20 00:01:52,860 --> 00:01:59,610 The suicide rate in the states is is is amongst the forces is as high as it is amongst civilians. 21 00:01:59,610 --> 00:02:09,030 In the first time since we've been keeping records. Is that the case? And some months, the suicide fatalities outnumber combat fatalities. 22 00:02:09,450 --> 00:02:13,859 And there were last week incidents in Fort Hood amongst the newly deployed. 23 00:02:13,860 --> 00:02:18,479 But, you know, the deployments are long. They're longer for us than they are for you. 24 00:02:18,480 --> 00:02:24,800 They're typically 12 months, 9 to 12 months, multiple and often reserve in the National Guard. 25 00:02:24,810 --> 00:02:27,900 So it's a very, very difficult war. 26 00:02:27,900 --> 00:02:33,000 And though there's much still less stigma than there had been in referring it. 27 00:02:33,930 --> 00:02:46,620 And there are some that actually get promoted while they're getting treatment or referring is still difficult to come forward early and adequately. 28 00:02:47,520 --> 00:02:57,810 So let me talk a little bit about mindful of the time here about accident, guilt, as I call it. 29 00:02:58,050 --> 00:03:01,470 So this is a case that I remember very clearly. It's a man named. 30 00:03:02,820 --> 00:03:06,990 He was it is at the time, Major John Prior. I was captain at the time, 31 00:03:06,990 --> 00:03:21,030 Captain Pryor and he this was early days of Iraq and he was in charge of a unit that was a security detail by the Green Zone and the Army. 32 00:03:21,600 --> 00:03:33,510 But the Bradley Fighting Vehicle has a gun turret on top and one of his guys turned on the ignition and the current jumped right to the turret. 33 00:03:34,170 --> 00:03:40,440 The gun and the gun went off and blew off the face of one of their privates, Private Joseph Mike. 34 00:03:41,490 --> 00:03:49,200 The issue was that the vehicle had used a marine battery rather than an army battery. 35 00:03:49,200 --> 00:03:56,189 All the manuals said it was okay, but they later learned that it was a different amperage, same voltage. 36 00:03:56,190 --> 00:04:01,769 This battery is now outlawed and his case was fully reviewed for quite a long period. 37 00:04:01,770 --> 00:04:06,270 He was exonerated. But this is what he says to me. 38 00:04:08,940 --> 00:04:12,389 He says he's he reconstructs the scene very carefully. 39 00:04:12,390 --> 00:04:16,560 It was as if an ice cream scoop just scooped out Private Mike's face. 40 00:04:16,560 --> 00:04:20,459 He survived the initial blast, if you can believe it. We were in the medic tent. 41 00:04:20,460 --> 00:04:23,970 With him is one of the most traumatic things I've ever seen in my entire life. 42 00:04:23,970 --> 00:04:30,000 To literally see someone's face completely scooped out just the very bottom of his jaw working. 43 00:04:30,540 --> 00:04:35,370 He couldn't see. He couldn't hear. He can scream. I mean, he had no eyes, no face. 44 00:04:36,210 --> 00:04:42,330 I can only imagine the terror, the fear. He obviously couldn't breathe because he had no nose or mouth to take air. 45 00:04:42,330 --> 00:04:51,840 And it was one of the few times that I really cried, just tears streaming down my face because I'm watching ten people work over this kid. 46 00:04:52,440 --> 00:04:58,140 It was an unbelievable thing to see. He then turned to feelings of responsibility. 47 00:04:59,910 --> 00:05:04,379 I'm the one. Who placed the vehicles. I'm the one who set the security. 48 00:05:04,380 --> 00:05:07,680 As with most accidents, he says, I'm not in jail right now. 49 00:05:07,680 --> 00:05:09,720 I'm not egregiously responsible. 50 00:05:09,960 --> 00:05:17,130 Any one of a dozen decisions made over the course of a two month period, and none of them really occurs to you not the time. 51 00:05:17,550 --> 00:05:23,040 So I dealt with and still deal with the guilt. He did use the word of having lost him his life. 52 00:05:23,040 --> 00:05:28,469 Essentially, there's probably not a day that goes by when I don't think of it, at least fleetingly now. 53 00:05:28,470 --> 00:05:36,060 And I think a little bit about this. I think of Bernard Williams and I think of ancient regret in the philosophical literature and the idea that 54 00:05:36,060 --> 00:05:42,720 you're causally implicated but not morally responsible in virtue of something that you intentionally did. 55 00:05:43,050 --> 00:05:51,690 But the soldiers I interviewed, Marines, I'm using that generically Marines, seamen, sailors, airmen and women. 56 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:57,420 It doesn't capture the despair or the depths that they really felt. 57 00:05:57,770 --> 00:06:05,850 But for them, there is a sense of self indictment, and they wanted to make moral repair in the sense of this unit, 58 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:11,010 and especially the man I was speaking to who commanded it, it was his guy. 59 00:06:11,040 --> 00:06:20,130 There's a sense of command, responsibility and care for your unit that really exceeds what ancient regret captures. 60 00:06:20,430 --> 00:06:27,760 And in his case, the mother of Mike would write weekly as if she were still talking to her boy. 61 00:06:28,380 --> 00:06:35,910 And the unit, including its its commander, would write back, telling them about the date, 62 00:06:35,910 --> 00:06:42,870 the week's events, and this mom would send cookies, biscuits every week in a kind of care package. 63 00:06:42,900 --> 00:06:50,850 It was very painful, but there was a sense that they had to make moral repair and help to normalise the sense. 64 00:06:51,030 --> 00:06:54,090 And that was a way to become morally clear to it in a way. 65 00:06:55,380 --> 00:07:00,209 Another phenomenon I think of is love to guilt. 66 00:07:00,210 --> 00:07:06,540 It's a kind. It's a more generic form of survivor guilt. We tend to forget that survivor's guilt is really a recently dubbed term. 67 00:07:06,540 --> 00:07:11,310 It's from the Holocaust, the European the genocide of European Jewry. 68 00:07:11,700 --> 00:07:22,229 And it's 1961 referenced in psychoanalytic literature, when those who survived felt they were the living dead. 69 00:07:22,230 --> 00:07:31,910 That's the term they used. And they had this unconscious belief that merely remaining alive was a betrayal of the dead. 70 00:07:31,920 --> 00:07:33,960 So this terrific sense of betrayal. 71 00:07:34,260 --> 00:07:43,739 And a psychoanalyst, I think, puts it very well, because it happens in families, too, when there's an uneven distribution of of of goods. 72 00:07:43,740 --> 00:07:49,350 You might say one child feels sort of an unconscious bookkeeping system, says Arnold Modell. 73 00:07:51,150 --> 00:08:01,559 It's not unfamiliar, of course, if you think of Homeric stories, and I'm thinking particularly about Achilles, 74 00:08:01,560 --> 00:08:10,680 Achilles himself gives excuse me, writing a called Achilles gives Patroclus his his armour. 75 00:08:10,680 --> 00:08:18,270 And then the Trojans fights. And Achilles has this horrific sense that he did switch places. 76 00:08:18,300 --> 00:08:23,100 In some sense, he gave up his ability or his willingness to fight. 77 00:08:23,580 --> 00:08:25,380 But not everyone does that. 78 00:08:25,920 --> 00:08:36,240 Not everyone sees a responsibility in those that don't still feel this horrific sense of a sense of of guilt, a kind of dumb luck, tragic luck. 79 00:08:38,040 --> 00:08:50,099 And I felt this. I did a small interview in Annapolis, the home of the Naval Academy, when Marines had just returned from the fall of Baghdad. 80 00:08:50,100 --> 00:09:01,079 And they had this tremendous sense of they were in a bucolic sailing community stateside when their buddies were over overseas, 81 00:09:01,080 --> 00:09:05,640 and there was a sense that they didn't deserve to be there. 82 00:09:05,910 --> 00:09:09,510 So the sense of more, you know, a kind of a rational, moral desert was coming in. 83 00:09:11,730 --> 00:09:15,870 Part of this, I think, is a way to understand that this is an empathic distress. 84 00:09:15,870 --> 00:09:26,340 We hear of unit cohesion as what pulls units together, and it minimises in some ways the sense of trauma and also protects vulnerability. 85 00:09:26,760 --> 00:09:32,550 That certainly was a lesson that was learned early and hard from Vietnam keeping units together, 86 00:09:33,300 --> 00:09:36,240 but that doesn't necessarily mitigate the sense of guilt. 87 00:09:37,560 --> 00:09:43,410 Now, in this case, for some of the unit have been dispersed, but still a sense of surviving when others don't. 88 00:09:43,710 --> 00:09:48,600 Many I interviewed at Walter Reed felt awful that they didn't have facial disfigurement. 89 00:09:49,050 --> 00:09:54,540 Women felt awful that they were as severely harmed as some of the men. 90 00:09:54,750 --> 00:10:00,830 And it was a sense that even if they had TBI, traumatic brain injury, it was invisible, that visible injury. 91 00:10:00,890 --> 00:10:04,200 Trees were much more significant in some sense. 92 00:10:04,680 --> 00:10:11,280 So I think sometimes when you think about guilt, one place to go and the place I sometimes go is Freud, 93 00:10:11,280 --> 00:10:16,349 that it's rooted in anxiety about doing wrong and the kind of fear of punishment for these soldiers. 94 00:10:16,350 --> 00:10:21,540 It was rooted in what Melanie Klein would call a sense of kind of empathic distress, 95 00:10:21,780 --> 00:10:27,269 a sense that you are in some way harming the very thing that you love. 96 00:10:27,270 --> 00:10:37,680 And so you're being you persecute yourself for that moment and hear what a very strong voice was, a guy named Major Michael Mooney. 97 00:10:38,550 --> 00:10:49,080 And I'll just read you a little bit. So he had a kind of triple whammy, you might say, a horrible set of triple traumas. 98 00:10:50,100 --> 00:10:57,330 Although was not fully traumatised by it as I was, you know, at least to hear. 99 00:10:57,930 --> 00:11:14,800 He was part of a lead battalion on March 23 that was asked to help the maintenance team of 507 maintenance. 100 00:11:14,820 --> 00:11:18,090 And this is Jessica Lynch's group, if you remember that story. 101 00:11:18,450 --> 00:11:27,359 And they had suffered horrific losses, 80 killed, 8080 casualties, and they pulled many of the dead out. 102 00:11:27,360 --> 00:11:33,300 And then two months later, the unit goes back first to peace and stability operations. 103 00:11:33,600 --> 00:11:37,740 And as he describes this to me, it's very physical. 104 00:11:37,770 --> 00:11:40,170 His feelings are extremely somatic. 105 00:11:40,680 --> 00:11:48,990 So he says, I remember driving into the city from the north, this time almost flinching, bracing as we're going down ambush alley. 106 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:55,860 Because I remember the last time I was in it, we were still seeing the charred marks on the road where we lost amphibious tractors, 107 00:11:56,370 --> 00:12:00,240 catastrophic hills where every Marine in that Amtrak was killed in action. 108 00:12:00,690 --> 00:12:03,120 And then there was a battalion wide memorial. 109 00:12:03,120 --> 00:12:11,760 And he gets he gets orders to return to the Naval Academy to take up this position where I later was to see him to head up a company. 110 00:12:12,240 --> 00:12:15,840 And he says, and you could feel the rupture with the unit is very palpable. 111 00:12:16,680 --> 00:12:21,020 And he says, I didn't have the same experience or opportunity as the other Marines leaving the combat zone. 112 00:12:21,030 --> 00:12:24,809 I had orders to report to the Naval Academy. I had to get there quickly. 113 00:12:24,810 --> 00:12:31,320 I wasn't going to execute them. And then he talks about this surreal transition we take for granted in American airports. 114 00:12:31,320 --> 00:12:35,969 You see units coming through, but you don't quite realise what they're going through. 115 00:12:35,970 --> 00:12:44,340 And he describes it. I caught a plane, got shuttled to Kuwait City, was thrown on a VA flight several 7 hours after being in Iraq. 116 00:12:44,340 --> 00:12:47,310 I'm in Frankfurt, sitting in a first class lounge. 117 00:12:47,760 --> 00:12:54,840 It was surreal trying to actually look at the porcelain toilets because the last time I had taken a shower was about four months earlier, 118 00:12:55,290 --> 00:13:01,770 and then 10 hours after I was meeting my family and my wife to be at National excuse me, 119 00:13:01,830 --> 00:13:06,270 Reagan National and says to me, which also was very surreal, 120 00:13:06,330 --> 00:13:16,020 many of these people have engaged or have promises to marry, don't know their family, knew families very well. 121 00:13:16,020 --> 00:13:20,880 And then all of a sudden have this new family that's greeting them at the at the airport. 122 00:13:21,030 --> 00:13:25,380 It was an interesting dynamic, he says, being transitioned so quickly, one little boom. 123 00:13:26,520 --> 00:13:32,249 And then I say, how did it go for you? And he says, It was just fine, man. 124 00:13:32,250 --> 00:13:37,890 Just fine. And then seconds later, he sort of reveals the true weight. 125 00:13:38,760 --> 00:13:45,569 And he says, Just for me personally, I don't think there's a day that goes by that I don't think about these times because of the accomplishments we 126 00:13:45,570 --> 00:13:52,800 achieved and the incredible loss of potential for the for the Marines and this term loss of potential was code. 127 00:13:53,040 --> 00:14:01,319 I heard it so often it was too hard to say dead, but loss of potential was the way to talk euphemistically about the voice. 128 00:14:01,320 --> 00:14:07,770 And then he says, I keep telling my new wife, now I say, You've got to prepare yourself. 129 00:14:08,100 --> 00:14:14,850 Because after sitting here in Annapolis, beautiful Annapolis for three years after wonderful air conditioning here, 130 00:14:15,150 --> 00:14:18,690 while my brothers and sisters have been out on their second or third tours, 131 00:14:18,900 --> 00:14:22,230 you need to come to grips with the fact that I'm going to be away for a while. 132 00:14:23,100 --> 00:14:28,290 And he is in Afghanistan right now. He was inside in March. 133 00:14:28,740 --> 00:14:36,600 And as I was listening to this, what came to mind and maybe to your minds was Siegfried Sassoon, who was Siegfried Sassoon in World War One. 134 00:14:38,370 --> 00:14:47,250 And you'll know this much better than I do, but it as retold in this first in memoirs, but also, of course, in the Pat Barker trilogy. 135 00:14:48,390 --> 00:14:50,969 He's at Craiglockhart outside Edinburgh. 136 00:14:50,970 --> 00:14:57,959 And Graves says, you know, you better stay there rather than really show your colours that you've talked over to Russell, 137 00:14:57,960 --> 00:15:01,460 that you may be a pacifist, but all he wants. To do. 138 00:15:01,550 --> 00:15:07,580 And he urges his his physician rivers is to go back to the front. 139 00:15:07,610 --> 00:15:11,689 And he writes these poems. I am banished from the men who fight. 140 00:15:11,690 --> 00:15:16,970 They smote my heart to pity, built my pride shoulder to shoulder, side by side. 141 00:15:17,540 --> 00:15:21,590 And then he hears his his his voice calling out in sickly. 142 00:15:21,980 --> 00:15:26,130 When are you going out to them again? Are they still not your brothers? 143 00:15:26,180 --> 00:15:29,180 Through our blood. That sense of having to be there no matter. 144 00:15:29,900 --> 00:15:34,080 No matter what. I actually think brotherhood is not really the way to speak about it. 145 00:15:34,100 --> 00:15:38,629 Often it was motherhood. It was caring. It was command responsibility. 146 00:15:38,630 --> 00:15:47,150 Understood in terms of some solidarity and caring ethic which made the guilt not irrational in the sense it wasn't their moral responsibility, 147 00:15:47,150 --> 00:15:57,770 but it was a heightened sense of responsibility, often understood in terms of empathic, empathic connection and somehow betraying in a Catholic role. 148 00:15:58,970 --> 00:16:06,800 The last kind of guilt and I'll wrap up with this was the hardest and most problematic. 149 00:16:06,830 --> 00:16:15,530 And that has to do with collateral killing the and especially if if children were involved. 150 00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:23,090 Many who spoke to me would say the children are the access to us. 151 00:16:23,120 --> 00:16:27,320 They're also what you're warned against getting too close with in counterinsurgency operations. 152 00:16:27,980 --> 00:16:36,110 But my Marines would take out their their wallet and show a picture of their children to the elder of the family to say, 153 00:16:36,110 --> 00:16:45,049 you know, I know, I know what it's like. And many of the Marines of Army guys would and women would play with children. 154 00:16:45,050 --> 00:16:47,840 It was it was it was a way of finding some normalcy. 155 00:16:49,130 --> 00:17:00,950 And one guy, this guy Hall, would in his case, he often operated with a, um, an Army colonel who was formerly in Mosul, 156 00:17:01,820 --> 00:17:11,000 Saltwater Doctors Without Borders, and was into humanitarian medicine and specifically children's medicine. 157 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:16,940 And so they had identified a child who had a congenital heart hole in her heart. 158 00:17:17,510 --> 00:17:21,200 And Major Hall not only brought the doctor, 159 00:17:21,200 --> 00:17:30,739 but organised a charitable little trust for this child and got money back and others goods for the village, 160 00:17:30,740 --> 00:17:37,549 only to later discover when they returned to get her to hospital that the family was floating down 161 00:17:37,550 --> 00:17:43,610 a river because they had been collaborating essentially with Americans of the insurgents believed. 162 00:17:43,610 --> 00:17:48,079 So there is a sense of working with children, vulnerability to children, 163 00:17:48,080 --> 00:17:53,000 and often the betrayal that comes with thinking that you've let down the families. 164 00:17:53,000 --> 00:17:56,629 And in the case of a checkpoint incident, 165 00:17:56,630 --> 00:18:03,550 some of them Marine colonels would say it was hardest to deal with troops that had killed children in checkpoint incidents. 166 00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:06,170 They all the troops often had to be brought offline. 167 00:18:07,130 --> 00:18:18,200 And so in one case, Marine Colonel Bob Durkin, he commanded a battalion just outside Baghdad during Operation Iraqi Freedom early days. 168 00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:23,779 And he said that if the injuries or deaths were of adult men they suspected were 169 00:18:23,780 --> 00:18:29,060 suicide bombers or women in large burqas who might be concealing explosives. 170 00:18:29,870 --> 00:18:37,110 This is how he put his Marines were generally flattered off and justify to themselves, rightly or wrongly, and they would argue counterfactual. 171 00:18:37,130 --> 00:18:42,650 He said. If I couldn't find out, it still could have been this or it could have been that. 172 00:18:43,610 --> 00:18:49,850 But he says, when children were involved, there was a dramatic psychological difference in the case of a badly hurt child. 173 00:18:50,180 --> 00:18:56,120 His Marines, he said, I'm quoting, would go out of their way to call in medevac aircraft to get the child out to the hospital, 174 00:18:56,720 --> 00:19:03,260 sometimes putting themselves and each other at risk. They couldn't shake what they had done or justify the killing to themselves. 175 00:19:03,890 --> 00:19:07,670 This is before the current rules of engagement where he was. 176 00:19:08,240 --> 00:19:17,180 His rules were rules of engagement required less protection for the troops and more aggressive use of firepower. 177 00:19:18,080 --> 00:19:24,200 But I also thought about this in terms of those the soldier, these Marines, often his guys were very young. 178 00:19:24,350 --> 00:19:28,700 They were boy warriors who regressed a bit in the image of a child. 179 00:19:28,700 --> 00:19:36,529 Or they were. I often teach uniform health services to clinicians who've come back into greatest difficulty with 180 00:19:36,530 --> 00:19:41,419 soldiers who have killed children and then who then go to their own homes and have children. 181 00:19:41,420 --> 00:19:47,900 The age of the children who died and the identification and projection is very clear in their minds. 182 00:19:48,470 --> 00:19:54,170 So, you know, hearts and minds sometimes it's for the soldiers as well and not just for the citizens. 183 00:19:56,660 --> 00:20:09,350 I want to end with. You know, a sense that this sense of subjective guilt isn't something Kant talks well about. 184 00:20:09,360 --> 00:20:17,129 For him, any kind of negative guilts are sort of morose and cheerless, and he wants to think of the soaring respect you feel for others. 185 00:20:17,130 --> 00:20:20,640 But Leach is the philosopher who sort of captures it for me. 186 00:20:21,060 --> 00:20:29,340 And he says Subjective guilt or bad conscience can become torture without end undoing any prospects for happiness. 187 00:20:29,900 --> 00:20:34,530 And he says this subjective guilt doesn't grow in the soil where you'd most expect it, 188 00:20:34,830 --> 00:20:40,320 such as in prisons where there actually are guilty parties who should feel remorse for wrongdoing. 189 00:20:40,920 --> 00:20:48,320 Rather, it's often, quote, a question of someone who caused harm, who causes a misfortune for which he's morally responsible. 190 00:20:48,570 --> 00:20:52,590 He's picking up on Spinoza here, who says The right of conscience. 191 00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:56,250 That's a very classical term that Seneca and Cicero write lots of bell. 192 00:20:56,780 --> 00:21:06,210 But that hurt of conscience has to do, says Spinoza, with an offence where something has gone unexpectedly wrong. 193 00:21:06,720 --> 00:21:14,160 And he says, it's not really a case of I ought not to have done that, but it's rather a case that has happened. 194 00:21:15,560 --> 00:21:19,100 So enduring the recriminations of a harsh superego. 195 00:21:19,140 --> 00:21:22,730 You know, this is partly what is going on. 196 00:21:23,080 --> 00:21:26,650 And and it's not. It's self-directed, furious. 197 00:21:27,560 --> 00:21:31,880 Seneca talks about rage. The other in this case, many of my soldiers felt self-directed fury. 198 00:21:32,150 --> 00:21:35,150 But it was their way of humanising what they were going through. 199 00:21:35,150 --> 00:21:39,440 And I think I'll sort of end on this note and my times about, you know, you can. 200 00:21:39,440 --> 00:21:48,230 Good. So when I start talking to the Vietnam vet and he in his case is more difficult. 201 00:21:48,740 --> 00:21:56,530 So he had a kind of gun happy sergeant who said, okay, you guys are on sentry duty. 202 00:21:56,540 --> 00:22:00,769 You know, you might get your Marines, you might get a little rusty with your rifle. 203 00:22:00,770 --> 00:22:05,720 So I think we should practice. And apparently this was not so common in the Vietnam days. 204 00:22:06,350 --> 00:22:11,600 He took them out to the riverside and there was a fishing village, a group of fishermen. 205 00:22:12,080 --> 00:22:21,560 But my particular Marine knew well, he saw that there were children and women in that fishing village, and it just looked like that they were fishing. 206 00:22:22,490 --> 00:22:29,540 And this sergeant had his unit fire at them. 207 00:22:29,660 --> 00:22:33,620 And my Marine said to me, I fired low. 208 00:22:33,980 --> 00:22:43,160 I deliberately missed. But for 40 years, I've lived with the thought that I didn't protest the war. 209 00:22:43,370 --> 00:22:46,760 I didn't publicly protest the order the others fired. 210 00:22:47,330 --> 00:22:52,880 So it was an omission and a difficult one. Had a different kind of case than the other three that I dealt with. 211 00:22:53,810 --> 00:22:56,800 But he said to me, You know, you write about guilt a bit. 212 00:22:56,990 --> 00:23:02,600 And I have to tell you that for me, especially as a Vietnam veteran, somewhat misunderstood a different era. 213 00:23:03,140 --> 00:23:07,580 He said feeling guilt over these years was a way that I could humanise. 214 00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:11,750 What what war did to me. 215 00:23:11,870 --> 00:23:20,690 It was a way that he could transition back into civilian mortality or address civilians, but also himself as a civilian. 216 00:23:20,720 --> 00:23:23,990 So I think that the guilt is somewhat redemptive and not less. 217 00:23:24,200 --> 00:23:28,370 You know, missed what soldiers go through is misunderstood. 218 00:23:28,370 --> 00:23:35,230 If it's all psychological injury without understanding the allure of psychological injury, that doesn't rise to the level of acute or not. 219 00:23:35,270 --> 00:23:44,749 Chronic trauma is moral injury, and it's moral and quaint is so hard for these soldiers to put their own troops at risk, 220 00:23:44,750 --> 00:23:50,870 to be denied the resources they need to develop rapport with villagers, to collaborate with villagers, 221 00:23:50,870 --> 00:23:54,530 but then to have to return a week later, you know, 222 00:23:55,010 --> 00:24:05,569 and not be able to give the villagers the resources or to move on and find that insurgents got to your collaborator before you could protect them. 223 00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:11,280 And to see, you know, the elder with whom you were working piled up on top of his children dead. 224 00:24:11,630 --> 00:24:16,220 These are betrayals that are remarkably hard to live with, and they need to be addressed. 225 00:24:16,360 --> 00:24:24,679 I mean, I often think, you know, we pay public respect, lip service to our our men and women in uniform, but we don't really know all the stories. 226 00:24:24,680 --> 00:24:29,570 And so part of what I want to hear from them is their moral the moral psyche, if you like. 227 00:24:30,080 --> 00:24:34,700 And, you know, it's not just the language and mask and uniform and decorum. 228 00:24:34,700 --> 00:24:37,460 It's really what goes on underneath. 229 00:24:38,630 --> 00:24:47,030 And I'll perhaps just add with my soldier, Will Quinn, Will Quinn, the interrogator said, you know, I've come back to Georgetown. 230 00:24:47,030 --> 00:24:51,379 So he's an older, older guy. And he says, You know what? 231 00:24:51,380 --> 00:24:56,120 I did, too, in order to build rapport, something I can't even begin to relive with my friends. 232 00:24:56,750 --> 00:25:05,700 But he said, this is how I think about it. I'm Catholic and I often go to Mass, but I often go to mass in the classroom. 233 00:25:05,780 --> 00:25:12,080 And I don't understand why entering a war zone is like going to mass level. 234 00:25:12,350 --> 00:25:19,040 You enter a different time and space and then I come out and I have to make the transition. 235 00:25:19,070 --> 00:25:27,320 So for him, he's talking about dissociation, but he in all his tours, he stood on the rim, on the edge, looking down with the scale. 236 00:25:27,350 --> 00:25:29,120 Humanity is really quite remarkable. 237 00:25:29,290 --> 00:25:38,960 I think we underestimate how hard it is to hold on to it and to stand on the rim, but to disassociate in a healthy enough way. 238 00:25:39,110 --> 00:25:42,850 But then hold on to something of it. Thank you very much, indeed. 239 00:25:50,270 --> 00:25:55,320 Discussing the idea of any chance of reducing the conflict with mainly the Iranians. 240 00:25:55,340 --> 00:25:56,780 The press is not wearing it anyway. 241 00:25:57,410 --> 00:26:03,380 They kept it fearful of interfering with the technology and far worse off than we were going in regards to their voting. 242 00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:09,860 Okay, we've got plenty of time for questions we've got here in about 45 minutes. 243 00:26:10,670 --> 00:26:17,480 And I'm going to ask the first one is a very serious question. 244 00:26:17,540 --> 00:26:22,580 Yeah, but I mean, it's not a historians question since the specific historical. 245 00:26:23,090 --> 00:26:26,990 Just that you're using analogies from the ancient world. 246 00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:34,510 Will you use Sassoon to make a point? Are we talking about the same sort of guilt over over time, 247 00:26:34,520 --> 00:26:40,040 or are we talking about different sorts of guilt expressed differently at the time and the Vietnam, you know, story? 248 00:26:40,220 --> 00:26:49,130 Well, they brought that into. Yeah. Is it your your your four guys might all have felt that this has to the order if it were today. 249 00:26:49,610 --> 00:26:54,800 Whereas perhaps in 1970 they felt differently because memory norms are moved on. 250 00:26:55,070 --> 00:26:58,610 So. So who says is good? Is there change over time? 251 00:26:59,150 --> 00:27:07,900 Well, certainly one of the points I want to make is that you find various kinds of guilt, survivor guilt early on, unnamed. 252 00:27:07,910 --> 00:27:11,809 But it's it's their Achilles is complicated, obviously. 253 00:27:11,810 --> 00:27:15,260 Very complicated. But it's certainly it's certainly there. 254 00:27:17,060 --> 00:27:24,800 I think counterinsurgency is very hard on soldiers in the following sorts of ways. 255 00:27:25,400 --> 00:27:31,310 Most of my guys, especially I call my guys because I, I spend a lot of time with them. 256 00:27:31,320 --> 00:27:34,459 I interview them over and over many cases. 257 00:27:34,460 --> 00:27:45,200 And I've come to know them as friends and especially the ones in artillery and infantry group enlisted 18, now 43 or something like that. 258 00:27:47,060 --> 00:27:50,300 They were trained to break and destroy. 259 00:27:50,390 --> 00:27:59,190 That's how they'll put it, you know, engage and fight and complete the job, which, you know, it's it's Clausewitz. 260 00:27:59,190 --> 00:28:06,139 See, it is attrition. And they some of them will say, you know, we never even heard we never read the manual. 261 00:28:06,140 --> 00:28:11,570 The manual was an out. It came out in 2005, you know, and but but by and large, also, 262 00:28:13,460 --> 00:28:19,790 they were asked to develop relationships, be armed social workers, as it's sometimes said, 263 00:28:20,360 --> 00:28:31,100 and the civilian affair workers, when that's not their training, they were often inadequately trained and also told to never leave a body behind. 264 00:28:31,190 --> 00:28:41,479 Never leave a fallen comrade behind. And so the sense of care and taking care, yet having the courage of restraint is very hard on them. 265 00:28:41,480 --> 00:28:46,700 And I do think this was a subject of, you know, I guess some of the discussion of last week, 266 00:28:46,700 --> 00:28:51,829 Wednesday at the when you brought the West Point person in that redoing the whole of the code, 267 00:28:51,830 --> 00:28:57,800 I do think that soldiers, the warriors great will never leave leave a so-called soldier behind is tough on them. 268 00:28:58,060 --> 00:29:01,370 That is their that is the logo and they are. 269 00:29:01,580 --> 00:29:06,920 And betrayal of trust at all different levels is especially hard in counterinsurgency 270 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:13,490 fighting in the sense that they really are developing close relationships with locals. 271 00:29:14,420 --> 00:29:17,600 Command, in many cases early on didn't fully support it. 272 00:29:17,600 --> 00:29:24,679 They were under-resourced. The institutions that were backing them were not giving them right resources. 273 00:29:24,680 --> 00:29:31,909 So there may be comparables historically but certainly you know is is a war amongst the 274 00:29:31,910 --> 00:29:37,729 people is Roberts-Smith would write it is not what earlier warfare was like and be an in and 275 00:29:37,730 --> 00:29:44,450 amongst of civilian populations with relationships to them and willing willing them earning 276 00:29:44,450 --> 00:29:49,639 their interest rather than overtaking them is very different very different set of skills. 277 00:29:49,640 --> 00:29:54,680 And I think very, very hard on the psyche, moral psyche here. 278 00:29:55,010 --> 00:30:02,840 And Achilles has a different moral code from the war, although my honour comes in that I that's again a historical subject. 279 00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:07,490 Right. I've got. Yes, but peer facilitated and so. 280 00:30:09,190 --> 00:30:17,800 Thanks. That's the sort of question I wanted to ask is really about the people that the soldiers intentionally killed. 281 00:30:18,840 --> 00:30:25,390 And I wonder if you did mention any any suggestion of them feeling any guilt for those killings. 282 00:30:26,920 --> 00:30:31,480 And particularly in light of reflection over whether or not they ought to have been so and whether 283 00:30:31,540 --> 00:30:35,530 whether they satisfied is about and whether they should have been in Vietnam in the first place, 284 00:30:36,010 --> 00:30:40,630 whether they should have been in in Iraq in a different part of the narrative. 285 00:30:40,900 --> 00:30:44,889 But, yes, certainly my Vietnam veterans will say I was I was taught to separate. 286 00:30:44,890 --> 00:30:52,690 You said about look, I'll put it that way. But because from the conduct and and if I hadn't, I wouldn't have been able to go to Vietnam. 287 00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:58,240 And this is from, you know, PhDs in philosophy at Yale. 288 00:30:58,490 --> 00:31:07,420 And I really do believe very seriously and reading Gestalt that I've passed it along to some and in others, 289 00:31:07,420 --> 00:31:16,510 you know, it does make them think differently. Many will find it very difficult. 290 00:31:16,510 --> 00:31:25,720 But then there they come up with suffer seven ends for comrade rather than cause and to bring people home alive. 291 00:31:25,930 --> 00:31:29,700 And then that's really, again, hard to hold on to in a counterinsurgency. 292 00:31:31,060 --> 00:31:37,030 I've talked to many chaplains whose job it is with David Grossman, who works on this, Colonel David Grossman, 293 00:31:37,360 --> 00:31:44,080 to get over the repugnance and killing and just understand that it's not murder, that some do believe it is murder given the cause. 294 00:31:44,110 --> 00:31:48,550 So, yes, there's lots of individual struggles for some of them or on those grounds. 295 00:31:50,050 --> 00:31:55,880 Because I want to ask you about two books. One of them is in Borders, Lucifer. 296 00:31:56,230 --> 00:32:00,100 Yes. The roster, which for me anyway, as far as this is concerned, 297 00:32:00,880 --> 00:32:08,570 the way the situation can do the opposite of what you're saying is absolve you, make you behave more easily than you would. 298 00:32:08,570 --> 00:32:13,430 You would have to make choices on your own. If you run into any of this second book. 299 00:32:13,840 --> 00:32:22,440 35. Running courses for the Junior Officer's Reading Club, so know that one more club cup book in the UK. 300 00:32:23,560 --> 00:32:27,760 I'm reading it and it's a fantastic Oxford graduate to be. 301 00:32:28,090 --> 00:32:38,530 Yeah. He studied literature here to the fullest and ended up not seeing action, which is getting more and more frustrated. 302 00:32:39,070 --> 00:32:52,780 India is in Afghanistan in a very, very heavy environment and what comes out of it for me was the sense of excitement because he's young, 43. 303 00:32:53,290 --> 00:32:58,780 Some of your people a good deal older. But what I didn't get from that book was much of a sense of guilt. 304 00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:04,500 Mm hmm. And I'm wondering whether you run into some of the younger reactions. 305 00:33:05,470 --> 00:33:11,740 Well, certainly, yeah, the gamut. And I'm not trying to reduce in any sense responses. 306 00:33:12,070 --> 00:33:16,120 Just I was struck by how unquestioning the people were that I that I spoke to. 307 00:33:17,200 --> 00:33:22,419 I have a young sniper who I greatly influenced, Walter Reed, early days at Walter Reed, 308 00:33:22,420 --> 00:33:27,640 our major hospital, where we segregate in a way that you don't military care. 309 00:33:28,630 --> 00:33:35,290 He was in there for two years in a medical holding company meeting, getting ready, presumably to go back. 310 00:33:35,290 --> 00:33:39,130 But he had lost his leg and he had a titanium arm. 311 00:33:39,310 --> 00:33:42,040 And in traumatic brain injury, he was not there's no way he was going back. 312 00:33:42,310 --> 00:33:51,130 But he and he was telling me of his sniper in Afghanistan and totally overrun when he was caught. 313 00:33:51,820 --> 00:33:56,950 And he killed the guy that killed his best friend and that was about to kill him. 314 00:33:57,670 --> 00:34:06,010 And he read Jack with an excitement as I was interviewing and as my transcriber heard it, too, that we could barely sit on our seats. 315 00:34:06,010 --> 00:34:10,450 It was so wrapped up, adrenalized, even two years later. 316 00:34:11,830 --> 00:34:17,680 And he has a tattoo of the name of the guy that his best friend on his arm. 317 00:34:18,190 --> 00:34:23,169 And there was a sense of loss or talk about the revenge was so great. 318 00:34:23,170 --> 00:34:30,360 And also the adventure. Four year old I had pictures of myself in that, you know, given a gun, my uncle was a marine. 319 00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:35,530 I needed to be what I needed to be in artillery and infantry. 320 00:34:35,530 --> 00:34:40,209 And also, yeah, certainly adrenaline was ramped up feelings. 321 00:34:40,210 --> 00:34:42,940 If you read something like Sebastian Junger, his book, whatever it's called, 322 00:34:42,940 --> 00:34:49,380 or he's a Vanity Fair writer who embedded for a year or so ago with a unit. 323 00:34:49,900 --> 00:34:53,350 And I've heard of talk, you know, and he himself had that feeling. 324 00:34:53,350 --> 00:34:56,720 And there's nothing more exciting and candid. 325 00:34:57,550 --> 00:35:06,630 The folks that I talked to, my young students at Georgetown, who will be 22 year old lieutenants overseeing people that have been great work, 326 00:35:06,850 --> 00:35:17,259 you know, war wise in some sense, but they're eager, know that they have to keep the lid on on on individuals and so and worry very much. 327 00:35:17,260 --> 00:35:21,100 In my case they spoke about worrying about it another Haditha. 328 00:35:21,430 --> 00:35:32,560 And I've also heard someone like Larry Culver, who was in the side gunner for Hugh Thompson, who was the guy who stopped the further onslaught of Eli. 329 00:35:33,070 --> 00:35:38,860 And he and I interview both of them. That's 15 years ago or so. 330 00:35:39,130 --> 00:35:43,300 And they are going to Larry Colburn, who's just like I said, 331 00:35:43,900 --> 00:35:51,580 I'm not sure how I would have reacted if you Thompson, wasn't the guy sitting next to me who had to be stopped. 332 00:35:51,580 --> 00:35:55,780 The massacre. Very much command. You know, command. 333 00:35:55,780 --> 00:35:59,860 Climate is critical. We know that. Very, very critical. 334 00:36:00,580 --> 00:36:07,690 And also and, you know, and suppressed adventure about the war is also very dangerous. 335 00:36:09,270 --> 00:36:19,380 Someone who is interested in maintaining good for all of the conditions as long it seems to be much to be carried out. 336 00:36:21,570 --> 00:36:30,000 And so that probably that called it does not formulate the rules of engagement or the doctrine under which those rules are devised. 337 00:36:30,720 --> 00:36:36,150 That's done in conjunction with command or any of the coalition counterparts. 338 00:36:36,870 --> 00:36:49,050 My question is this Does in your view, the ground forces doctrine pay sufficient attention to the motive of the soldiers thinking up the base? 339 00:36:49,890 --> 00:36:53,370 And if not, would it be improved? It's a good question. 340 00:36:56,160 --> 00:37:03,430 I gather people are working on this issue right now, and I haven't been part of that task force in the States, at least the West Point individuals. 341 00:37:03,430 --> 00:37:07,950 So if I'm working closely with someone that is involved, Tony Pfaff is a colonel. 342 00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:18,230 And as I, I think. Some of it is to anticipate the issues, the conflicts that will come up, 343 00:37:18,680 --> 00:37:29,730 including loyalties and trust relationships to villagers versus to units in many cases. 344 00:37:29,750 --> 00:37:36,020 I felt talking to leaders that there were a sense, 345 00:37:36,200 --> 00:37:46,639 a sense of the lack of training to protect your own and to end to violate that and to not call in air air power when you could. 346 00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:49,300 An air strike was just something they weren't used to. 347 00:37:49,310 --> 00:37:58,070 And so some of it and again, I'm not that familiar, I haven't watched carefully some of the simulated videos and the like. 348 00:37:58,070 --> 00:38:06,500 But certainly in talking to individuals that have been there, it was still new news to them to not be able to immediately call an air power 349 00:38:09,710 --> 00:38:14,840 in difficult and difficult cases where their guys felt they were pinned down. 350 00:38:16,210 --> 00:38:20,060 So but when I was talking about this particular checkpoint incident, 351 00:38:20,270 --> 00:38:24,229 it was old rules of engagement wasn't the new ones that Stanley McChrystal had put into place. 352 00:38:24,230 --> 00:38:31,430 And there was much more concerned with mission and force protection than there was with the locals. 353 00:38:32,030 --> 00:38:36,379 And it shifted over time. And I think it still is hard. 354 00:38:36,380 --> 00:38:44,030 And, you know, those who are working very closely with the practitioners and the forces, 355 00:38:44,030 --> 00:38:49,910 I'd love to hear more from you, but my understanding is they have a long way to go in changing expectations. 356 00:38:54,280 --> 00:38:56,890 It's much since you took up. I really enjoyed it. 357 00:38:57,340 --> 00:39:05,680 You've spoken about guilt and shame and a little bit in response to your question about the gun proof attitude. 358 00:39:06,490 --> 00:39:10,300 There is one emotion which I don't think you mentioned, and that's anger. 359 00:39:11,330 --> 00:39:14,680 I mean, it must be that. Oh, it's very much. 360 00:39:14,680 --> 00:39:18,490 There it is. One of the chapters is about payback. And so it's anger. 361 00:39:18,710 --> 00:39:21,910 You know, of course, that's the classic. I'm kind of just. 362 00:39:21,910 --> 00:39:24,980 Yeah. Oh, please, I. I didn't have in mind why you didn't mention, you know, 363 00:39:25,010 --> 00:39:33,840 the people I've seen that I didn't have in mind so much anger at the enemy, but I didn't go directly to use themselves. 364 00:39:34,630 --> 00:39:41,010 The anger directed towards the enemy not sustained an enemy with, you know, 365 00:39:41,020 --> 00:39:48,590 the very villagers who may have come to trust but must have wondered in various forms were, can we really trust them? 366 00:39:49,060 --> 00:39:56,570 Anger the commanding officers, anger of the civilian politicians, because some of them, you know, invested since. 367 00:39:56,590 --> 00:40:00,670 And I was just wondering whether you could say that, yes. 368 00:40:01,270 --> 00:40:06,850 Anger is there at all moments. And. Yeah, and as you as you say anger directed to different objects. 369 00:40:10,380 --> 00:40:15,209 Anger sometimes, you know, in the form of revenge and classic revenge of the enemy, 370 00:40:15,210 --> 00:40:24,090 but also enormous anger at villagers whose loyalties are unclear, who are who have shifting identities between civilian and combatant, 371 00:40:24,510 --> 00:40:30,030 who use shields and and who are who don't have their guns tied in the same way 372 00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:36,899 these soldiers anger at commanders for compromising or for not supporting them, 373 00:40:36,900 --> 00:40:40,379 for asking them to build relationships and then not sending them enough money. 374 00:40:40,380 --> 00:40:47,130 In the case, that sense of betrayal. You know, anger, emotions are compounded, mixed and a sense of betrayal. 375 00:40:47,140 --> 00:40:51,570 This is shot through with anger. Shot through with anger. 376 00:40:52,440 --> 00:41:01,919 Major Jeff Hall, who had this enormous sense of betrayal by his command and also a sense of betrayal by commanders in chief and the people. 377 00:41:01,920 --> 00:41:08,720 You know, he said, give me a mission. If it's moving one brick at a time, I want that one, but don't change it all the time. 378 00:41:09,180 --> 00:41:12,360 And in his case, anger then plays out against yourself. 379 00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:16,620 Suicide is often anger, enormous, unresolved anger at yourself. 380 00:41:17,070 --> 00:41:27,900 And that is partly what's going on. You know, whoever the whipping boy or girl is in terms of family debacles and and family violence. 381 00:41:29,110 --> 00:41:35,180 So, yeah, thank you for the very first thing you did as always. 382 00:41:35,190 --> 00:41:39,659 And so I want to take you back to Mark to your response to Seth's question. 383 00:41:39,660 --> 00:41:42,900 Who asked about intentional killing here? 384 00:41:43,170 --> 00:41:49,810 Yeah. And comparing it particularly in the context of, you know, these ad valorem questions, which is a campaign to exercise of the exercise. 385 00:41:50,490 --> 00:41:55,770 So I was angry because your response to Seth was to say, well, here's the official policy response to say, well, you know, 386 00:41:55,770 --> 00:42:01,860 people reference the distinction between Abdulmanap and Bellow, this classic offering the best of all three rules of war. 387 00:42:02,790 --> 00:42:06,059 There was a really interesting response because at one level, at least this, you know, 388 00:42:06,060 --> 00:42:12,060 this doctrine of separation, which can happen memo is exactly one of these kind of rationalist, 389 00:42:12,330 --> 00:42:19,770 you know, intellectually constructed monologues that you are examples precisely bring out can diverge from these moral notions. 390 00:42:19,770 --> 00:42:29,700 Right. So, you know, revenge is intellectually we understand that it makes no sense to have a moral notion of revenge towards somebody in Iraq, 391 00:42:29,700 --> 00:42:34,220 for example, who have, you know, one knows intellectually had no responsibility for not living, 392 00:42:34,230 --> 00:42:41,910 but still has emotions and that it makes no sense to feel guilt for, you know, turning the here and this you know, 393 00:42:42,460 --> 00:42:47,070 you know, we know intellectually there's no sense but those emotions come anyway. 394 00:42:47,070 --> 00:42:51,160 And I guess that's you know, that's the whole reason why we find this so difficult, so troubling. 395 00:42:51,160 --> 00:43:04,500 It's hard to make sense of. So I guess, given the whole context of that, whether you did see any evidence that people were having and, 396 00:43:04,500 --> 00:43:08,129 you know, a moral emotional response in do, for example, 397 00:43:08,130 --> 00:43:13,640 did you see a difference in the responses that people gave you who had fought in Iraq, 398 00:43:13,950 --> 00:43:18,629 where campaign legitimacy was much less clear than those who fought in Afghanistan, 399 00:43:18,630 --> 00:43:23,910 for example, where at least in the early stages, it did seem like they did. You see those things speeding through if you did, 400 00:43:23,910 --> 00:43:30,810 and people think there is kind of broader appeal of issues was simply not part of these emotional moral experiences as soldiers. 401 00:43:31,260 --> 00:43:37,260 What do you think of that? Do you think that has any implications for the project that Jeff and I and still I think and 402 00:43:37,260 --> 00:43:41,909 various others have of trying to use the idea of human rights to really break down those barriers, 403 00:43:41,910 --> 00:43:46,140 which would have been good. Yes, certainly. 404 00:43:46,470 --> 00:43:51,299 Here's here's some of the morally sharp shot through emotions that folks talked about. 405 00:43:51,300 --> 00:44:00,959 One guy, Derrick Rose Parks, he was called because in the U.S. Army Route 50 and reservist who just kept going in Bosnia, 406 00:44:00,960 --> 00:44:05,460 I could believe it when I was called up reserve from Greenbelt, 407 00:44:05,460 --> 00:44:11,010 Maryland, outside of D.C. and my tech support of Woodrow Wilson when I was called up for, 408 00:44:12,030 --> 00:44:16,890 you know, his in training boot camp or, you know, sort of getting ready to mobilise. 409 00:44:17,910 --> 00:44:22,900 We all wish it were Afghanistan. Early days, but it was Iraq. 410 00:44:24,340 --> 00:44:28,610 And he have. And he was in an intelligence unit. WMD. 411 00:44:28,630 --> 00:44:32,110 Where are those? WMD is. I was suckered. 412 00:44:32,140 --> 00:44:36,820 He used that word. Suckered all the time, the truth. And then he says to be given. 413 00:44:37,150 --> 00:44:43,670 That's a hard pill to swallow by the top brass that Vietnam. 414 00:44:43,810 --> 00:44:46,690 I don't think it was shame I would say taint. 415 00:44:47,230 --> 00:44:56,410 So the cause tainted his ability to fight with just conduct that sort of how he felt that even though he's keeping them separate this is a you know, 416 00:44:56,410 --> 00:45:01,299 he was giving us a reason, I would say shame. And it was like it was like Michael Hurt in dispatches. 417 00:45:01,300 --> 00:45:05,930 I went. Journalist I went to cover Vietnam. Vietnam covered me sense of pollution. 418 00:45:07,150 --> 00:45:12,700 So, yes, some of them, I think it is harder for military to play the many. 419 00:45:12,700 --> 00:45:16,329 You don't know that he was called GI GI story. 420 00:45:16,330 --> 00:45:25,330 He wrote a script for Coen brothers IOW about not the code or not to not have a currency and Cohen productions companies. 421 00:45:25,330 --> 00:45:34,840 In another way. He went to visit various installations and he said, We've got to bring a story home that people can believe in. 422 00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:38,440 Otherwise we're going to have soldiers coming home who are severely traumatised. 423 00:45:38,890 --> 00:45:45,010 That's 44 or 41. So yes, I think it definitely is. 424 00:45:46,270 --> 00:45:52,630 And there's studies and I don't know the statistics of causes you can believe in willingness to fight, 425 00:45:53,740 --> 00:45:59,020 but I also think that there's rationalisation and it's not just rationalisation, 426 00:45:59,320 --> 00:46:09,160 it's another reason that people can fight is certainly to take care of each other and to feel that they're not in some sense abandoning a duty, 427 00:46:09,670 --> 00:46:18,730 patriotic duty or whatever, or ceding their place to another who will not do as well and will not act with the same kind of restraint. 428 00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:22,600 That's the common story I've heard. It was a question mark back. 429 00:46:23,200 --> 00:46:28,390 Yeah, yeah. I was wondering. Could you read to me another. 430 00:46:28,980 --> 00:46:31,290 That's representative on the question of anger. 431 00:46:31,620 --> 00:46:38,460 Do you think that there's going to, you know, predicting the future be a sort of us versus them versus those who did? 432 00:46:38,470 --> 00:46:44,140 And these are soldiers who have had four deployments and still feel that they're out there another time. 433 00:46:44,160 --> 00:46:47,840 We find it kind of amazing when it's, you know, some of the. Population. 434 00:46:47,850 --> 00:46:49,350 She's the only one in this complex. 435 00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:56,120 So do you figure in the future there's going to be a sort of gulf between the, you know, generation of veterans, Barack and Casey? 436 00:46:56,130 --> 00:47:00,209 Was this didn't. Or is that just such a small population set that you're not going to get that? 437 00:47:00,210 --> 00:47:03,240 I think another emotion I have addressed is resentment. 438 00:47:03,650 --> 00:47:07,980 And if you dig down very deep, there is enormous resentment. 439 00:47:08,310 --> 00:47:13,170 And the resentment comes in at, says a senior naval officer. 440 00:47:13,170 --> 00:47:17,580 To me, I go to Home Depot and they say, thank you very much for your service. 441 00:47:17,940 --> 00:47:21,390 You get a 10% discount. All right. 442 00:47:21,570 --> 00:47:29,639 You know, that's not you know, so I sometimes think about it in terms of there's lip service and public respect, 443 00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:38,490 that deep sense of private respect, you know, and I think in my classrooms, I really am trying to break down the borders. 444 00:47:38,490 --> 00:47:46,590 A lot of those absurd do feel angry and they also of feel they're a lot older and they feel misunderstood. 445 00:47:46,620 --> 00:47:51,600 And all they'll say, I'm not just if they're injured, I'm not just one more drunken driver. 446 00:47:54,210 --> 00:47:56,880 And they, you know, they want their story told in some way. 447 00:47:56,880 --> 00:48:07,070 So I do think yes, I think it's very difficult, a feeling of guilt on the part of civilians for not serving our country. 448 00:48:07,080 --> 00:48:10,800 You and your student. No, no. Mandatory national service of another sort. 449 00:48:11,370 --> 00:48:16,920 And so, yes, very, very unfair distribution of burdens some will say and feel. 450 00:48:17,490 --> 00:48:21,090 Well, it may be different than other generations. I'm not sure. 451 00:48:21,660 --> 00:48:25,620 I just say one other thing. The Vietnam veterans I talked to, we forget, 452 00:48:25,620 --> 00:48:32,559 but many of them who really were badly traumatised psychologically are returning or are in our institutions. 453 00:48:32,560 --> 00:48:38,100 The veterans retraumatized by for the general like it's a very hard very hard for them to witness these wars. 454 00:48:39,900 --> 00:48:43,950 Yeah. I got you. I want you to know where to go next. 455 00:48:44,190 --> 00:48:50,759 Thank you. Thank you. But when one considers the application of lethal force by individuals, 456 00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:59,969 there's clearly a distinction to be made by opposing a legitimate self-defence of oneself or another and someone else in your in your true profession, 457 00:48:59,970 --> 00:49:07,410 as whatever is acting under the extant rules of engagement at the time for offensive operations. 458 00:49:07,830 --> 00:49:15,090 And when you were interviewing those specifically from Iraq and Afghanistan, 459 00:49:15,390 --> 00:49:24,150 did you detect any differences of justification between those two issues or was it not really considered? 460 00:49:25,470 --> 00:49:30,630 Good question. And I don't think I that came up specifically. 461 00:49:31,350 --> 00:49:37,530 Yeah. The reason I ask the question is because that a policy which you used in an answer to your question here on 462 00:49:37,800 --> 00:49:45,990 courage and strength and clearly courageous restraint is what is the flavour of the month in Afghanistan, 463 00:49:46,260 --> 00:49:51,270 which places a far greater significance upon acting in self-defence. 464 00:49:51,450 --> 00:49:56,550 And defence. And I know that vice offensive rules of engagement. 465 00:49:59,560 --> 00:50:06,520 Yes. And I picking up on that term, that's the flavour of the month term as it was serving. 466 00:50:08,080 --> 00:50:13,819 I can't I don't I don't have enough interview material that specifically addresses that to be able to say that. 467 00:50:13,820 --> 00:50:20,620 That's very important. Thank you. I certainly know there's lots of issues, but you certainly know as well on exactly how to interpret that. 468 00:50:20,740 --> 00:50:29,120 You know, in terms of are these and that's been the political discussion of the moment, how commanders are interpreting the. 469 00:50:30,160 --> 00:50:38,860 And I haven't actually followed the debate as to just how Petraeus has been a role influencing 470 00:50:38,860 --> 00:50:43,860 lower level interpretations that might give him more room for bringing on firepower. 471 00:50:43,870 --> 00:50:49,300 I don't and I don't know what you know, how experience is in coalitions with the British. 472 00:50:51,370 --> 00:50:58,060 We haven't had the same level of debate part because I think in this country the argument would be that courageous restraint. 473 00:50:59,020 --> 00:50:59,230 You know, 474 00:50:59,260 --> 00:51:07,510 where you place your self in the arc of fire was seen to be part of what we were doing much earlier in the whole conduct of in relation to Iraq. 475 00:51:07,540 --> 00:51:12,400 I'm still not sure what happened, but certainly in terms of what the intention was in. 476 00:51:17,510 --> 00:51:20,750 Yeah. Gun. Black leather jacket. Yes. My name is. Sorry. 477 00:51:20,990 --> 00:51:24,460 Oh, you know how she said? Yeah. Uh, to. 478 00:51:24,490 --> 00:51:27,560 To talk about the war, as he called it. 479 00:51:28,040 --> 00:51:34,849 The psychological battles and the. The skyrocketing of suicide rates, too, 480 00:51:34,850 --> 00:51:42,169 to use the example mentioned by you in the Vietnam War of the sort of shooting practice on civilians and the fact 481 00:51:42,170 --> 00:51:49,520 that today there are channels through which it's sort of expected that incidents like those would be reported. 482 00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:52,999 And transparency generally is much larger the place. 483 00:51:53,000 --> 00:52:00,440 And it's a burden on the soldiers who feel sort of morally implicated if they don't use the channels available to them, 484 00:52:00,440 --> 00:52:02,420 whereas previously this wouldn't have existed. 485 00:52:03,320 --> 00:52:16,310 And and then upon return, you find evidence that all of this counselling that sort of address these problems is actually helpful. 486 00:52:17,960 --> 00:52:23,760 It seems that there's a correlation between the amount of counselling offered to soldiers and suicide rates. 487 00:52:23,780 --> 00:52:32,719 So it's that the characteristics of the war themselves that that motivates is more troublesome, 488 00:52:32,720 --> 00:52:37,170 or is it the way that those problems are dealt with of hunger? 489 00:52:37,520 --> 00:52:41,960 I don't know that there's a correlation between counselling and suicide. 490 00:52:42,470 --> 00:52:54,590 I'll sort of address the question slightly differently. My understanding is still seeking mental health is stigmatised by many. 491 00:52:54,620 --> 00:53:00,200 It's just not what, what, what, what real men do, if you like, real warriors. 492 00:53:00,270 --> 00:53:01,730 And in fact the DOD, 493 00:53:02,070 --> 00:53:10,970 I've been involved in defence centres of excellence and they have a site and probably no real warriors dot net about how people seek help. 494 00:53:11,210 --> 00:53:15,910 And I've been on radio programs where too much to my amazement, oh, 495 00:53:16,040 --> 00:53:23,150 someone will speak up and say that he was promoted to major and referred by his commander. 496 00:53:23,390 --> 00:53:30,710 You know, and that is that's a public affairs announcement that someone can say it on air and that someone feels comfortable about it. 497 00:53:32,360 --> 00:53:39,050 For many, it's a career stopper or it's it's an admission of moral failure, weak fibre. 498 00:53:40,280 --> 00:53:49,160 And it's there are other ways self-medicate by drugs and alcohol or by battering your wife or whatever. 499 00:53:50,330 --> 00:53:53,980 So it's still very, very hard to get help. 500 00:53:53,990 --> 00:54:03,460 The best I've seen in terms of being able to break down the barrier is forward deployment of psychological counselling units, of which there are many. 501 00:54:03,470 --> 00:54:06,710 There were many in Iraq and Afghanistan. And they they kind of. 502 00:54:06,930 --> 00:54:09,860 And one of my friends one of my friends does this, you know, 503 00:54:09,860 --> 00:54:17,450 and he's out there getting to know the troops and the way chaplains get to know troops who do similar sort of work and making himself available, 504 00:54:17,450 --> 00:54:24,499 known in a command unit known as the commander doing little seminars so that and then they do critical they for while 505 00:54:24,500 --> 00:54:30,290 they're doing critical debriefing so if something happens people know where to turn and they already know the guys, 506 00:54:30,800 --> 00:54:33,170 men and women that are hard to play. There aren't that many. 507 00:54:33,770 --> 00:54:42,980 And coming home, it is still hard and sort of a joke to fill out these for these these post-deployment forms about. 508 00:54:43,310 --> 00:54:50,510 Have you seen incidents close up how many times, you know, they'd rather be with their family, 509 00:54:50,510 --> 00:54:57,500 get a lot to get a beer rather than fill these things out. So and there's so I would say quite the you know, there's still enormous stigma. 510 00:54:57,740 --> 00:55:04,250 And the there are people on the road whose job it is to try to destigmatize. 511 00:55:04,610 --> 00:55:07,099 Your figures seem to be very, very different. 512 00:55:07,100 --> 00:55:15,620 And I don't know if it's the reporting mechanisms, self-reporting or, you know, National Health Service continues, 513 00:55:15,620 --> 00:55:21,409 whether you feel like we get a shot of army at the military and that's our National Health Service. 514 00:55:21,410 --> 00:55:22,460 And then there's the VA, 515 00:55:22,490 --> 00:55:29,930 which is a behemoth bureaucracy that you have to fight and kill yourself before it gets service of National Health Service isn't difficult. 516 00:55:29,990 --> 00:55:34,100 So I don't I don't know the ins and outs. This is the sort of thing I was in conversations like. 517 00:55:34,100 --> 00:55:39,140 So. Wesley But I know you have a different culture and I don't know how it feeds into it. 518 00:55:39,350 --> 00:55:44,180 My soldiers, sailors, marines, airmen want to be called heroes. 519 00:55:44,210 --> 00:55:52,670 They want to be called veterans, and they want to be thought of in a line of the same sort of like they want to be called ex-servicemen and women. 520 00:55:53,600 --> 00:55:53,840 Yeah. 521 00:55:53,870 --> 00:56:01,340 I mean, I think what Simon would say if he would have some wisdom would say, is that in some ways the US is exceptional in a great many respects. 522 00:56:01,350 --> 00:56:06,530 It does feel to be talking about this, not just that it's different, the UK is different, but the country experiences too. 523 00:56:06,620 --> 00:56:14,000 Well, yeah, yeah. And in much of this and you know what you would think in terms of some of this, 524 00:56:14,300 --> 00:56:17,750 but if you're right, the vocabulary is often different and the expectations are different. 525 00:56:18,500 --> 00:56:22,760 But paradoxically, of course, I mean, I'm sorry because I should be asking questions, 526 00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:30,260 but much big issues because I spent much of this long back of the summer talking to our service personnel precisely about some of these 527 00:56:30,260 --> 00:56:38,540 issues and about this transition phase and much of the issue be the issues that they're concerned with precisely to have what the US has, 528 00:56:39,530 --> 00:56:45,620 which you're essentially in some ways, you know, present while only getting 10% discounts. 529 00:56:45,810 --> 00:56:48,080 Oh yeah. Why, why, why? 530 00:56:48,830 --> 00:56:57,020 You know, they're very good at the of the unit support for the bereaved family that you've described in the case of the man who lost his face. 531 00:56:57,530 --> 00:57:01,550 But then, of course, the question that some of them now raise is actually were funny, very hard to withdraw. 532 00:57:01,670 --> 00:57:05,480 You know, we're being told to stop giving support because all of us must miserable. 533 00:57:05,810 --> 00:57:16,850 So, you know, the twists on these these I don't really understand the the why the suicide rate is very low and why the trauma rates. 534 00:57:16,850 --> 00:57:21,860 We have some. We're quite one in three, apparently. Simon has said, you know, you're you are using the same measures. 535 00:57:21,880 --> 00:57:28,060 I don't know if the self-reporting is. Yeah. Yes, but his name excuse me. 536 00:57:28,690 --> 00:57:31,540 My name is Napoleon and I'm reading history at St Anthony's. 537 00:57:31,540 --> 00:57:37,420 And I just got here nine days ago from Reuters in Iraq and I just wanted to comment on it. 538 00:57:37,450 --> 00:57:46,239 Thank you. Thanks very much. Enjoyed your comments. I was in Iraq initially for a year oh, five or six years as advisor to the sixth Iraqi Division. 539 00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:52,600 And then I went home to Atlanta for a year. And then for the last three years I've been there, civilian staff has been in a military organisation. 540 00:57:52,600 --> 00:57:58,870 I was a senior lecturer at the the U.S. military's counterinsurgency centre in Taji, Iraq. 541 00:57:59,350 --> 00:58:06,730 And if I could just make a quick comment, you know, just maybe for the throw out for for for everybody, 542 00:58:07,660 --> 00:58:14,260 I think there is a tendency to think about Iraq for not so good war, Afghanistan, the good war, as you mentioned. 543 00:58:14,650 --> 00:58:20,740 But I would say something that I noticed recurrently over time, especially with our young soldiers and maybe even the elders like me, 544 00:58:21,130 --> 00:58:26,650 is there's a tendency to think of whether it was World War Two of UN where everybody was united 545 00:58:26,650 --> 00:58:32,410 and we really were fighting animated was clearly almost universally seen as the bad guys. 546 00:58:32,410 --> 00:58:40,149 So one point of that, the stigma thing, obviously there is a problem but but the U.S. is doing so much to address it. 547 00:58:40,150 --> 00:58:43,870 You know, we didn't have TV in Iraq, by the way. All the military sit around, watch TV all the time. 548 00:58:45,070 --> 00:58:51,070 And, you know, we don't have advertisers. And I can watch British Forces television there and watch the advertisements, which was great. 549 00:58:51,610 --> 00:58:55,360 We didn't have advertisements on American TV and I think because of war. 550 00:58:55,900 --> 00:59:00,639 So they had what we would call public public interest broadcasts of different spots. 551 00:59:00,640 --> 00:59:04,480 And there were always I mean, I couldn't watch 2 hours of TV. 552 00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:11,680 I really do. I can't do that anyway. You couldn't have a TV on for 2 hours without seeing a major or a colonel or 553 00:59:11,680 --> 00:59:16,389 even a general talking about there is no stigma if you report your problems. 554 00:59:16,390 --> 00:59:21,910 And one of the fellows was a brigadier general that took his still on active duty as a general who had a nervous breakdown and thing. 555 00:59:22,270 --> 00:59:27,639 So I just wanted to throw that out to you to give a slightly different perspective on the suicides. 556 00:59:27,640 --> 00:59:31,840 I don't have any doubt of the fact that it's been disturbing me since I got there in oh five or six. 557 00:59:31,840 --> 00:59:36,150 And we're seeing people kill themselves routinely in Iraq and also in the states. 558 00:59:36,160 --> 00:59:42,970 Many military people, as you point out, traditionally the rate has been lower than the average, which I think is significant. 559 00:59:43,210 --> 00:59:46,840 We had just recently, you know, started hitting what Americans in general are doing. 560 00:59:47,350 --> 00:59:56,800 But in my it's my understanding that most of the suicides are not killing themselves over things they have seen or done in Iraq. 561 00:59:57,310 --> 00:59:59,750 It's over problems they've got at home. 562 00:59:59,750 --> 01:00:04,510 And because they are often in their third or fourth year away from their family over the last six or seven or eight, 563 01:00:05,020 --> 01:00:08,590 that they are unable to to address those problems. 564 01:00:08,860 --> 01:00:14,690 Well, I don't know the tail wagging the tail, as they say it. 565 01:00:15,040 --> 01:00:18,849 There's no doubt that there is a moral battlefield survey. 566 01:00:18,850 --> 01:00:25,360 And certainly one of the signs of stress that was coming as deployments increased was home relations, 567 01:00:25,360 --> 01:00:32,740 domestic relations, marital relations, and also treatment of civilians abroad in the in the combat area. 568 01:00:33,760 --> 01:00:42,190 There is no doubt that it that many of the soldiers are young and have difficult marriages to begin with. 569 01:00:42,400 --> 01:00:48,850 And always and always, infidelity is an issue and coming home is hard. 570 01:00:48,850 --> 01:00:57,129 The transition is tough. Even when you're transitioning and going off in a year's time, most folks or six months time will telling me, you know, 571 01:00:57,130 --> 01:01:04,450 you have three weeks at home and then you're really doing stateside what you would be doing elsewhere in terms of retraining. 572 01:01:04,600 --> 01:01:12,340 So, you know, I don't know. It's symptomatic and causal, but it's mixed and the strains and stresses compounded each other. 573 01:01:13,690 --> 01:01:18,800 Yeah, but if the guy's got to show high blood out, 574 01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:30,520 these are the some of the learnings and differences between the two or 3.4 year following Vietnam is for the military. 575 01:01:32,140 --> 01:01:36,640 The phrase always so, so many aspects of his with Don Quixote. 576 01:01:36,820 --> 01:01:44,020 Apart from this, of course, and even socialism costs in terms of organisation and just the whole structure be as well. 577 01:01:45,070 --> 01:01:53,560 Do you think that the current pattern of deployment of the current U.S. rate, if you will, of the military is sustainable. 578 01:01:54,010 --> 01:01:57,580 And if it's not. Are we going to see these? What happened after that. 579 01:01:58,600 --> 01:02:05,680 The conversations were so wild and effective and able to do this kind of overs long time overseas. 580 01:02:06,280 --> 01:02:09,100 Well, it's certainly overstretched over strain already. 581 01:02:10,060 --> 01:02:19,270 And I presume, you know, there's massive reconsiderations of this already, a lot of policy analysts in that regard. 582 01:02:19,270 --> 01:02:22,329 So I can't quite say what's what's what's going to happen. 583 01:02:22,330 --> 01:02:28,600 But there is the psychological injuries as well as moral injuries that I'm addressing, 584 01:02:28,600 --> 01:02:36,190 which remain amongst the qualia are something that we're an anticipated nor fighting wars, 585 01:02:36,190 --> 01:02:42,190 each of which is longer you know, than the major wars that we we've fought this century, this past the past century. 586 01:02:42,190 --> 01:02:45,429 So, yes, there will be enormous policy implications. 587 01:02:45,430 --> 01:02:49,420 But I don't know what they will what they will look like. Well, we have ruled the state of apology. 588 01:02:49,600 --> 01:02:53,200 I mean, a conscription I can't imagine it ever going through Congress. 589 01:02:54,070 --> 01:03:01,740 Simply can't imagine. That would happen. She will win 400,000 plus. 590 01:03:01,740 --> 01:03:08,940 Two great questions. I suppose the first was Mustang was climbing with suicide rates now at an all time high. 591 01:03:09,540 --> 01:03:12,900 We have an unprecedented level so far after conference of the month. 592 01:03:13,560 --> 01:03:21,060 Some months have suicide rates that are higher bands than amongst the general population. 593 01:03:21,060 --> 01:03:26,940 As my understanding varies a little bit and it's not all you know, many of them are stateside, 594 01:03:26,940 --> 01:03:33,450 you may know some more specifically, but in general, I mean, a friend of mine and many you might know the speech at West Music, 595 01:03:33,810 --> 01:03:42,470 who was a West Point colonel when I was there, was one of the earliest and highest ranking suicides in that was committed while in service in Iraq, 596 01:03:42,480 --> 01:03:48,900 which is a self-described middle class service compared to, say, Vietnam, to be in generation. 597 01:03:48,900 --> 01:03:58,170 We see higher rates of suicide today, which in my understanding is, yes, since they've been keeping records, why do you think that is? 598 01:03:58,530 --> 01:04:04,630 I can't imagine that wars become more or less dramatic in many instances, I'm sure veterans going. 599 01:04:05,130 --> 01:04:10,860 So incredibly traumatic things and also the home, the domestic situation. 600 01:04:10,860 --> 01:04:18,740 I can't imagine this child infidelity process longing. What does seem to have changed is sort of soldier society relations at that time. 601 01:04:18,780 --> 01:04:25,200 Change of citizen soldier where most of the adult male population this come together to tonight. 602 01:04:25,200 --> 01:04:32,910 Really unpack this 1%. And that's sort of my next question, which is to look at this issue of suicide as a public health issue. 603 01:04:33,180 --> 01:04:38,549 Is there something that we need to educate our society about how we construct the soldier, 604 01:04:38,550 --> 01:04:44,260 how we engage with the best terms of how politicians construct the discourse? 605 01:04:44,760 --> 01:04:47,850 Next, what you saying that they want to be seen as heroes? 606 01:04:47,920 --> 01:04:53,969 Well, there's a strong saying that the British soldiers had some animosity about the American 607 01:04:53,970 --> 01:04:57,629 soldiers and then they dissatisfied the plaintiff by giving them the 10% discount. 608 01:04:57,630 --> 01:05:01,560 Not only, well, I'll go backwards, I do think. Absolutely not. 609 01:05:01,830 --> 01:05:13,319 Military civilian relations have to be restructured and many, many barriers broken down and some sense of sharing. 610 01:05:13,320 --> 01:05:18,630 Absolutely. As well as just empathic understanding, which is part of what I'm trying to do. 611 01:05:19,230 --> 01:05:27,450 On the question of why suicide rate is so high, you know, all the studies suggest that the stress of long deployments, 612 01:05:27,450 --> 01:05:34,440 multiple deployments, some upward of seven, nine years of war, 613 01:05:34,890 --> 01:05:40,530 many reserves and guards not expecting it, hoping to get education or some other kinds of training, 614 01:05:40,530 --> 01:05:49,680 coming home, often finding that they that they're untrained for what is available, an incredibly awful economy. 615 01:05:49,720 --> 01:05:56,070 So reasonable grievances, I would say, as well as many other factors. 616 01:05:56,070 --> 01:06:03,570 And I do think that the mission, the lack of clarity and perhaps cause common cause issues, 617 01:06:03,570 --> 01:06:11,670 cause conflict issues, as well as the strain of counterinsurgency. 618 01:06:13,650 --> 01:06:18,570 You know, this is not this is not doing it in terms of studies, 619 01:06:18,570 --> 01:06:26,190 but certainly that some of the information suggests and some of the survey suggests some moves over the last question. 620 01:06:26,880 --> 01:06:33,720 Thank you again for part of this discussion focuses on very intimate exchanges like the examples of the check point. 621 01:06:34,380 --> 01:06:41,370 I was wondering if you had a chance to talk through any drone pilots where killing is conducted from a facility in Nevada? 622 01:06:42,090 --> 01:06:47,040 Jonathan Glover His book specifically talks about the moral difficulties of growing at a distance. 623 01:06:47,430 --> 01:06:51,540 And drone pilots have actually had one of the highest suicide rates of any unit. 624 01:06:52,230 --> 01:07:00,720 And if you see differences between those kinds of soldiers in that type of service versus most of the passenger fighters. 625 01:07:02,000 --> 01:07:07,050 Peter Singer and the other figures here at the Brookings has come to my class and talked, 626 01:07:07,470 --> 01:07:15,090 has done amazing work from child workers, but also wired for more is a government who suggests a few things. 627 01:07:15,090 --> 01:07:23,850 And there's been a lot of discussion of this in the American media. There's an army going and going to work in a trailer in Nevada, 628 01:07:23,850 --> 01:07:27,930 halfway around the world with a distance and a sense of trying to fight that by putting 629 01:07:28,170 --> 01:07:31,700 Air Force uniforms on individuals so they know they're going they're going to war. 630 01:07:31,710 --> 01:07:41,400 We're just going to a different kind of work. So some of and a sense of being themselves very well-protected, 631 01:07:41,400 --> 01:07:47,640 very vulnerable and making civilians extremely vulnerable, that that's not easy morally to to swallow. 632 01:07:48,600 --> 01:07:51,930 Secondly, they are very isolated from their unit. 633 01:07:52,990 --> 01:07:59,970 So there's that moral alienation. And thirdly, they do see very graphically what's going on through their monitors. 634 01:08:00,900 --> 01:08:04,410 I have not seen it myself. I've seen it reproduced on television. 635 01:08:04,410 --> 01:08:08,430 It's not quite the same thing, but it's hard. So there's going to be a lot. 636 01:08:08,460 --> 01:08:11,700 There is for different reasons. Certainly that stress. 637 01:08:11,780 --> 01:08:14,549 I would also say, you know, pilots will often tell me, you know, 638 01:08:14,550 --> 01:08:18,690 we don't carry the same baggage as those on the ground, but we carry different kind of baggage. 639 01:08:19,110 --> 01:08:24,629 And it is true that there are these FAA functional MRI studies that suggest, you know, 640 01:08:24,630 --> 01:08:32,970 just the up close killing of that's foreseen, but unintended kind of reads in your brain. 641 01:08:32,970 --> 01:08:40,530 The limbic system a little bit like intended killing is sort of potential killing and distant foreseen 642 01:08:40,530 --> 01:08:46,079 but unintended when you're flying high doesn't it to get comparable doesn't quite read the same way. 643 01:08:46,080 --> 01:08:49,080 It's not as it's not a close encounter in the same way. 644 01:08:49,170 --> 01:08:53,350 So I wouldn't be surprised if some of that plays out, but then, you know, it's layered on top of these other effects. 645 01:08:53,350 --> 01:08:58,250 So I was just talking about it. Mobile Nation, am I really carrying the burden? 646 01:08:58,390 --> 01:09:02,250 I, you know, I'm safe. My buddies are. This can't be easy.